It's weird. Most the time I don't even mind the fact that the remainder of my family shuns me. I have not been close with those people for a very long time and it's really a non issue.
But I know it hurts my mother. And the fact that she is institutionally mandated to have nothing to do with me, especially now that she's getting much older, infuriates me. The control...
It may not help in the here and now, but I still believe this part: Render to her even as she herself rendered, and do to her twice as much, yes, twice the number of the things she did; in the cup in which she put a mixture put twice as much of the mixture for her.
I hope I live to see it.