I am PIMO but too scared to talk about my doubts with anyone for fear of being shunned
That's normal. You talk here though, so that's a good step.
the GB still act like salesmen for big pharmaceuticals
Maybe they are, but it's unknown until evidence is supplied. It'd be one way for TOMO to get his booze.
I wonder how many have doubts about the GB teaching....
I think you covered this on 2 threads already.
There's no telling who is mentally out but staying in and it's best not to ask the Jobots themselves.
Perhaps you could take the option to 'fade'?