Let's be very clear on this. We have by no means disregarded or rejected your letter, on the contrary we have given you the opportunity to meet and discuss these matters with us. You have made it very clear you do not want to meet. The opportunity to and invitation to meet is still open if you change your mind. This will be the last email I will be sending you and I will not be accepting any further correspondence please address it in writing to either the watchtower bible & tract society or directly to the congregation
Now look at this. You want to handle this on your own terms, that ABSOLUTELY will not happen. The consider themselves still very much in control. They have laid down the rules for you, and they won't play by any other. Can you come to understand that you won't win this one? Do you really need to care? Your anger is justified, but you won't find resolution with this bunch. Comfort yourself with the knowledge that you actually get to have a life now, and they do not. You are walking away from prison, and the inmates still try to tell you what to do. Embrace your freedom. See a therapist or take yoga or learn to box to deal with the anger. Cuz you aren't going to get closure with these people.
I'm glad you've seen the truth in this mess. I hope your days to come are much happier. I'm sorry for all of your losses and frustration. Still, I know the future will be much sweeter now.
NC