I wonder who he was divining? seriously! If i walked up to the average nonjw and said hi I'm anointed and I'm going to heaven and your not and got reveal biblical understanding to me and me alone or me and my select few . Wouldn't they throw a straight jacket on me straight away? que no?
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did freddy practice auto writing
by jeckle ini wonder who he was divining?
if i walked up to the average nonjw and said hi i'm anointed and i'm going to heaven and your not and got reveal biblical understanding to me and me alone or me and my select few .
wouldn't they throw a straight jacket on me straight away?
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re-enforcing the shunning of immediate family - WT 7-15-11
by undercover injuly 15th wt study edition (regular dumb edition, not the dumber one).
god's rest - have you entered into it?.
subheading, when someone we love leaves jehovah.
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jeckle
I didn't read all the posts yet but I will. I had a thought tho while raeding this and some posts on this topic.I think it is good that they start saying more hard line and wierd and horrible stuff. the thought being and I don't know if it has been mentioned yet but it may be part of their undoing.I don't know if I am expressing this the way i see it and for that matter it may be wishful thinking.Certainly it willtake more than one f'ed up doctrine, but the crazier they are the better for us. I mean in another thread on a similar thread they insinuate "apostates have mental problems or disorders" which by the way is insulting to people with mental or emotional problems. i mean really ! What i mean is, that they think we're crazy but the more they talk they proove that they are the crazy ones and we're really the voices of reason. And your average person off the street is gonna start to see that. hopefully! Just keep them talking.
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Survival of the Great Tribulation Depends on Observing Family Worship.
by compound complex ingreetings fellow jwners:.
it was stated at sunday meeting that, according to the governing body, a jehovah's witness' survival of the gt hinges upon his participating in family worship night.
have you read or heard this?
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jeckle
yes makes one sound castrated " can i have the night off pretty please" oops mother may i".
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jeckle
razkat i can relate
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How far are you on your journey away from the JW Org?
by punkofnice ini mentally left the org in march 2010. i stepped down as an elder after my lad got into trouble.
i researched the publications to make myself 'spiritually strong' but it backfired.. i was in mental and emotional turmoil, still on fs, the platform and meetings etc.
i had to force myself to conform to ever failing jw doctrine.. i announced to my family that i was not going back to meetings in august 2010 after the 'overlapping' joke of 'new light'.. i told the elders not to call.
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jeckle
i did not proof read that at all sorry. read it slow and it might make sence.
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How far are you on your journey away from the JW Org?
by punkofnice ini mentally left the org in march 2010. i stepped down as an elder after my lad got into trouble.
i researched the publications to make myself 'spiritually strong' but it backfired.. i was in mental and emotional turmoil, still on fs, the platform and meetings etc.
i had to force myself to conform to ever failing jw doctrine.. i announced to my family that i was not going back to meetings in august 2010 after the 'overlapping' joke of 'new light'.. i told the elders not to call.
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jeckle
I'm very close in time frame out and how far out . and i still believe in god . although no wife or daughter in it. to set the stage i am a single dad with sole custody. that being said my son's maternal great grandma and great great grandma are my child care providers main ones.they wont take my son to his karate class i had him in i get that. but also it makes things a struggle i "cant mention my thoughts or beliefs to them but they can constantly mention their gobble dee guk.we are still sacrificing for their beliefs.i had been the circuit scape goat since a teenager i could never escape a reputation that proceeded me and very much exceeded my own prowess.my stepmother made an example of me immediately when my dad married her my dad had a touching problem to put it mildly and she has 3 daughters before they married and wouldnt you know any thing my dad did she took out on me meanwhile loved him.i grew up knowing i would never measure up to anyone nor would i qualify nor would i be worthy. at one point when i was 16 i seemed on track to do something in the borg. at 18 i was following in my older bro's steps and pioneering maybe could have made bethel.all my dub peers were getting away with aot i didnt get involved nor would they include me. i got dissolusioned went to canada with step grandma reported my parents for abuse and from then on labelled came back home to nothing had to move out with nothing. no skills no money no job nothing meanwhile i was the evil one. i believed that for years those peers had since got married and were reporting time and i was still not intheir club.i would remain in and out for years dabbled in drugs and 2 failed marriages later i made a return got my df'ing was reinstated after a year or so dont exactly remember over a year and tried to be one a good 5 years i work in the refrigeration field in the hottest state in the us so it keeps me busy and led to times of missing meetings in the summer. maybe that was part but i was still never accepted. i never could do enough and after years of people having liberty to talk down to me everyone still did and thought nothing of it even new ones or people new to the area. i felt no love what so ever and after a year of complete inactivity and prayer for truth i was led to so call apostate sites. i finally felt that it wasnt just me it wasnt all just in my head.
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Did I handle this okay?
by headisspinning ini finished 'crisis of conscience'... i am just reeling.
if any one book has changed my life, then this one is definitely it.
it's incredible really - two weeks ago i was so confused and disturbed and felt like my whole life had been turned on it's end but that book made such a difference for me.
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jeckle
ya me too make it good!
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New to this forum and few thoughts.
by sweetrose74 inwell i have not been a part of the jws for over 12 years.
i was born and raised one.
indoctrincated from birth you can say.
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jeckle
welcome welcome let me holla at you girl! just kidding i'm glad your here. i read your story we tried to talk earlier today but we were both busy.
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Did I handle this okay?
by headisspinning ini finished 'crisis of conscience'... i am just reeling.
if any one book has changed my life, then this one is definitely it.
it's incredible really - two weeks ago i was so confused and disturbed and felt like my whole life had been turned on it's end but that book made such a difference for me.
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jeckle
i think you did rock on head i salute you
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i outed myself on facebook
by jeckle ini've been post things on facebook like washtowel, field circus,etc.
next i told a nonwitness friend i was glad to be out of the cult he invited me to his church.
actually i said cults suck i'm glad i'm not in one anymore.
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jeckle
wow fs i have considered it if i stew on it i think about telling some elders off and da'ing myself but i dont my mom lives in my spare room and my brothers are close with me and her and it would make it hard on them . but i have been dropping questions here and there to let them know.i think some one has to be ready to face their doubts.