Prisca's advice to speak to someone, may be of great benefit to you. Human contact is a real help. This board is also a good support, but it has it's limitations in that area.
Searchers advice to make new friends, and ISP's to plough more time into the business, whilst fading from a few meetings, is also good.
You have too distinct advantages, that many of us never had. You have youth on your side, and you never got baptised. Well done, in losing the blinkers before you had too many regrets.
You've already got more support than you can know. Keep us posted with how you get on.
Facial Hair Poll: http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/forum/thread.asp?id=33229&site=3&page=1