AlanF - thanks for stating so clearly what first opened up my eyes to the tip of the iceberg.
You said, "Most JWs, including elders, don't understand the belief. They interpret the phrase "appointed by holy spirit" literally, and such elders are sometimes convinced that God actively helps them make decisions. This extends all the way back to the Governing Body, who are generally convinced that they are for all practical purposes inspired."
Raised a JW, I was so naive, and was totally convinced that I would see real HS in action once I got the ticket into the back "board room". What a terrible disappointment, especially when it came time to review new candidates for appointment, and being a part of JC meetings.
What I found to be even more revealing about the arrangement was what was said outside the "boardroom", especially when a group of elders were the only ones in the car group for service, letting their "hair down" etc. Made the bad rap the sisters have for gossip seem tame.
However, I still reasonsed, it must be different with the GB and appointments at headquarters. Wrong! I read Crisis of Conscience - and another big bubble burst, followed by examining origins of doctrines, discrepancies in WTBS research and articles.
Reading the candid posts from those who have had heart to heart talks with active CO's and DO's adds more evidence that the WTBS is no different than any of the other religions that they put down and try to expose. The few beliefs that are unique to the witnesses (whether one still clings to them or not) are not enough to justify IMHO the record of hypocrisy and abuse.
Peace,
Makena
Slowly pulling my head out of my a** after 40+ years.