Posts by mbst

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I'm screwed..........

by butalbee in

i went w/ my ex to the hall tonight, don't remember much except walking in, hiding in the bathroom for half hour, and dodging all the schmoozing when trying to exit the building.

i also remember my ex holding my hand and smiling at me.

it was a happy smile, like "i am so glad you're here w/ me", but it hinted of evil intentions.

Advise Please

by WildTurkey in

jw
friends

im about to disassociate myself, and would like to know from those who have been disassociated , is there anything you would have done different before you disassociated yourself?

do you recommend writing a letter?

i really don't want to write a letter, cause that is what they want you to do, and they will never give you anything in writing.

I am falling into my old habit

by rekless in

jw
friends

when i studied jw stuff at first i coundn't get enought of it.. then i got overloaded with the same old crap lost interest then got bored then started liking fluff.. then .

two years ago when i started to really question everything about the wts i read everything i could find, did research, read ray's book, studied the chonological data on 607 etc, etc, etc.

now i have lost interest in trying to prove them wrong.when i see a long winded post about the organization and what we can do to damage them ijust can't read it.

mbst

Sometimes you have to do things that you really don't want to do, you just need to keep going, and do them.

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What is your Favorite perfume

by butalbee in

jw
friends

what is your favorite perfume?

how do you like to smell[lol], and how do you like your significant other to smell?

is scent a sexual stimulant for you?

mbst

I have a friend who bought me a bottle of perfume, I only wear it around here.

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Hello all, I am new here

by mbst in

i have been reading all the stuff i see on this place for a while.

i am a jehovahs witness in good standing in my congregation.

i just need to come on in here and ask for a little advice from anyone who might know what i am feeling.

mbst

Lilacs, you have a beautiful little girl.

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Hello all, I am new here

by mbst in

i have been reading all the stuff i see on this place for a while.

i am a jehovahs witness in good standing in my congregation.

i just need to come on in here and ask for a little advice from anyone who might know what i am feeling.

I am over 25, but she tells me that I am still a 12 year old boy.
and yes, she is a free thinker.
I grew up as a jehovahs witness, it is the truth and I know it is, and I know it is my path. I can't exit, I would be dead in my moms and my older brothers eyes. I know I shouldn't be involved with her, I know it is wrong, my brother and Mr. Rice tell me that all the time. And I respect them and all that they give the congregation with their wise thinking, But I can't get her out of my head, and I love her, she has awoken me up, but she is the one who broke up with me. And now she won't talk to me, after our date I thought we were together again, I thought that we would finally find each other again. But she is ignoring me, and I need to know why. Have I done somethng wrong? Is it not me who you fell in love with? please talk to me. That is why now, why here.
I don't know of any other possiblitites, I don't know anything else beside the truth, and I know it is the truth. It has to be. Thank you for all your support.

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how do you know what love is?

by mbst in

this is love for me, what is love for you?.

who can make me cry or laugh at the drop of a pen.

someone beautiful on the inside and gorgeous on the outside.

mbst

this is love for me, what is love for you?

Someone who'd do anything for me
who can make me cry or laugh at the drop of a pen
someone beautiful on the inside and gorgeous on the outside
someone whos stubborn, and intense in her actions, a bit wild and unconformed
someone who gets my heart beeating by just walking in a room
where her voice sends shivers down my spine
And her scent is music to my senses
someone who I can talk to, who broke thru my shell, and sees me for what I really am and understands my reasoning
someone who won't give on me, even if I give up on myself
Who makes me smile, when I am down
makes me laugh, when I take life so serious

A poem for her--PLEASE READ

by mbst in

shes the best thing i ever found.

her eyes are like warm deep pools of love.

and when she speaks to you and you look into them you know you are alive.

mbst

shes the best thing I ever found
Her eyes are like warm deep pools of love
And when she speaks to you and you look into them you know you are alive
her body is beyond the realm of your thoughts and imaginations
When your near her she makes you feel warm like a summers breeze
She is everything I want, everything I need
Everything she does, she does for me
She is my first, she will be my last
She is only love and love can only last

39

Hello all, I am new here

by mbst in

i have been reading all the stuff i see on this place for a while.

i am a jehovahs witness in good standing in my congregation.

i just need to come on in here and ask for a little advice from anyone who might know what i am feeling.

mbst

I have been a jehovahs witness all my life, and all my family are. I do not believe that it is a cult. It is the truth, She called it a cult, and other things. It is all I know.

39

Hello all, I am new here

by mbst in

i have been reading all the stuff i see on this place for a while.

i am a jehovahs witness in good standing in my congregation.

i just need to come on in here and ask for a little advice from anyone who might know what i am feeling.

mbst

I have been reading all the stuff I see on this place for a while. I am a jehovahs witness in good standing in my congregation. I just need to come on in here and ask for a little advice from anyone who might know what I am feeling. There is this girl, who I have been seeing for sometime, she means everything to me. I know in her heart she really wants to be together with me, she even went to meeting with me and studied with us, for me I believe. She doesn't want anything more to do with it now, and has made it very clear to me that she hates what it done to her. I am afraid that I have lost her now for good. We went out and had a good time a couple days ago, but she will not return my calls, and she ignores me when she sees me. I do not understand, have I done something wrong? I did not want to post here but I think this will be my only chance in reaching her.