Nearly all of us ID ourselves as apostate by throwing our toys out of the cot when we first work out we've been scammed. That is what the WT wants us to do. Play by their rules, and they win.
But, Black Sheep, surely by even thinking in terms of apostate or not one is actually playing by their rules. What is apostasy? When it comes down to it, it is just not playing by their rules.
They are wrong. The whole thing is a house of cards. By living within it even in a mild passive non-attending way, surely one is helping to prop it up.
Walking away is bound to be painful, but the sharp pain of a clean cut is far healthier than a long drawn out slow and gradual detachment.
OK, you can point to my different level of experience, and I am not underestimating the hurt and difficulties that are experienced by those entrenched and bound around with the family network, but I have much life experience too and always, always, I've found Moshe's point of view to be the best in the long run.
Always go for the clean break and know that although a period of intense shock and pain will almost certainly ensue, the recovery thereafter will be the better for it.
"God's true organisation" as Moshe puts it, is nothing but a sham. A sham and a scam, entrapping those ensnared and holding them by threats, just as corrupt as a company of scamming loan sharks.