What kind of person becomes an authorative figure in a cult of control?
The kind of person with a big ego and fond of power trips..... laugh it off and forget it however don't forget the reality of the very fake people in WT.
as some of you may know, i'm a pretty troubled lad who was on the verge of getting baptised but stopped when i learned the shocking truth about the organization.
following that my own mother let me have it in anger to my decision.
since then, my life has been true hell.. .
What kind of person becomes an authorative figure in a cult of control?
The kind of person with a big ego and fond of power trips..... laugh it off and forget it however don't forget the reality of the very fake people in WT.
after some considerable thought i have decided that i will no longer post on this forum because i want to return to jehovah.
thank you for all the kindness and many interesting discussions over the years.
i wish you all well in the future and the decisions you make.
emeth said: "russell never claimed to be a inspired prophet or without any failures or mistakes.
he was just a human as much as i and you are.
he is just a person who started a process of digging and searching for bible truths.
Russell was actually the first to take on the role of FDS, he announced that he was the 'faithful steward' of Matthew. Yeah he felt jesus was talking about him specifically 2000 years ago, it sounds weird to say it as a non jw, but then the gov body think that now too.
When Russell died he left a will stating that there should be no more literature than what he had written and he also said his teachings should live on and not be altered, just repeatedly printed and studied.....
This guy did not just think,he was an ordinary man, he thought he was special,,chosen, doused in holy spirit...you can smell the ego from here hey!
ALso lets not forget how he became head of WT, contrary to what we were told, his father and a banker owned the majority of WT shares before he inherited it and did his own thing...... Like advertising very expensive 'miracle wheat' from the pages of the magazines lol....
snare
after some considerable thought i have decided that i will no longer post on this forum because i want to return to jehovah.
thank you for all the kindness and many interesting discussions over the years.
i wish you all well in the future and the decisions you make.
Was just thinking, poor guy has to sit through hours of b.s. But now having had the curtain open 8 years and eyeing Oz in the face, the meetings and religious work (talks, answers, doors) will just appear so shallow and synthetic. I went to a couple of meetings having had TTAT made evident by research, but I tried to go back and see how I felt. It just didn't work anymore, the placebo was known walking through the door of the KH and you can't un-know what you have learned. Its like being forced to watch a magic show for several hours every week when you know exactly how every trick works ..... Once the 'welcome back' and hugging dissipates, its just you, a chair and a boring old fart peddaling b.s. that doesnt even make sense to him....sigh
The JW's have nothing to offer once you know none of it is true, or even if you start using your own mind to think for yourself. The feeling is awful, I remember realising "oh... I don't belong here anymore..." I then thought of all the people in the cong that are always there but never get involved, somewhat distant even if they attend and do the basics. I now realised, these people ALSO know it is b.s. But have to keep going for reasons of their own needs or others.....
poor SBF
after some considerable thought i have decided that i will no longer post on this forum because i want to return to jehovah.
thank you for all the kindness and many interesting discussions over the years.
i wish you all well in the future and the decisions you make.
All the best, maybe the new grey bible suckered him in, now its easier to read the scots are loving it ! Ha ha
i liked SBF, he dared to seek information, sadly though he lived by a rule of his own making....any information that was not comforting to him, could Not be true. A perfect candidate for a WT mind.
Sometimes people relish in comfort and never notice the truth, some ignore truth for the pleasures of comfort, sometimes people simply choose comfort over truth.....
Whatever your reasons are, I am sorry for you mate, all the best.
Snare x
i just finished reading the articles that tell us that the last 100 years of turmoil are supposed to be proof that jesus is on the throne.
i have always been confused about this, especially when i compare it to what the bible says about his return.
matthew 24:27 says, "for just as the lightning comes out of eastern parts and shines over to western parts, so the presence of the son of man will be.".
Just as a thief in the night..... who stays on your sofa for 100 years +
this lecture by dr. richard carrier will definitely give you something to think about (please note that the video is linked to start about half hour into the video which is when the lecture starts):.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=illdt2xhzw0&feature=player_detailpage#t=1659.
if the timing doesn't work just move the play head to the 27:00 mark.
Is the book of mormon myth or history?
i know as a jw i concluded several times that i was not brainwashed as i was not some unautonimous zombie and had not experienced anything akin to.... .
but in reality, brainwashing is a control of thought and ideas over a person and changing the way they think.
in normal life such sentences are not used, in fact they are highly discouraged... .
I know as a JW I concluded several times that I was not brainwashed as I was not some unautonimous zombie and had not experienced anything akin to...
BUT in reality, brainwashing is a control of thought and ideas over a person and changing the way they think. In normal life such sentences are not used, in fact they are highly discouraged..
You shouldn't read that
You are over thinking it
That sounds like independant thinking
There is no point pondering that issue now
You should not dwell on asking so many questions
We should just trust the society
The fear ang guilt one feels as a JW when thinking on doubts or questions or on reading material that Watchtower does not approve is a CLEAR SIGN of an altered brain. It is not innate to all humans, tribesmen in africa are not afraid to read the work of an ex governing body member (Ray Franz), a protestant child is not afraid of watching Harry Potter and a catholic priest is not afraid to.....well, let's leave that one for now....only those indoctrinated by current Watchtower beliefs are afraid of normal every day activities for many people...
The fact that your brain processes such activities and induces fear as a response, unlike all other non indoctrinated humans, means the hardwiring has been changed in your brain. Although culture and upbringing can do this too, you have to question the authority of the people doing it to you, something ironicaly frowned upon. Stating doubt at the authority of WT after baptism, even if baptised as a child, results in the most severest of punishments... cutting off from all other members. That's how I ended up here!
What is the key to brainwashing? Start when they are young.... induce fear and a reinfocment of loyalty for the person/organisation and a humility to its authority. Punishment is essential even from an early age if the authority is ever questioned i.e. rules, doctrines, beliefs.
Oh yeah and the donkey needs a carrot, so amazing things will be gifted the loyal... note there is NO evidence of these gifts...ressurection, life after death, living forever, perfect health, forever young, an end to life's dificulties. Note that these will come at a later, yet unseen time, like a man promising a prize behind a curtain you can never see or question, it is yours as long as you give him your life some of your finances and your unquestionable loyalty.
It also helps to remove any outside influences so that this behaviour appears totally normal as everyone around you will believe the same things, though in reality even with the indoctrination these actions will feel embarassing amongst the undoctrinated, you know you are different. To reduce this, family and organisation unity and association is essential....
I have no doubt I was brainwashed and indocrinated.... think twice before you program our child's brain to the opinions of 8 men in Brooklyn whom you have never met.
Snare x
hello this is brother mike again working on the new controversial jw podcast, and i am interested in getting any comments or thoughts on anything jw or watchtower, or anything that has to do with help exposing the truth about the truth.
if everyone could send in you thoughts or comments on different things so we can have something to discuss on the new show that wil debut in the next few weeks.
thanks guys..
Finances
prophecies
doctrines
flip flops
ray franz
doctrines
translation
the name jehovah
the early watchtower society
i just thought about them a few minutes ago.
you put how many hours you spent in service and the amount of mags.
and books you placed(sold).
I always did a very rough guestimate..... The guilt for that went a long time ago lol