Yes happier most of the time, I'm starting to feel more normal now, but I'm still on therapy the dubs really messed me up alot I even tried to commit suicide, Now I am only relizing life can be fun....
Lapuce
i see a lot of hopelessness and cynicism now.
are you actually happier now than when you were a jehovah's witness?
Yes happier most of the time, I'm starting to feel more normal now, but I'm still on therapy the dubs really messed me up alot I even tried to commit suicide, Now I am only relizing life can be fun....
Lapuce
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since we have all these new canadian posters, just wondering which part of canada you are from.
orbi
Montreal, Québec bien sur!!! Now I guess I am spotted!!!
Lapuce
also see http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/58754/876235/post.ashx#876235.
for elsewhere's really to the point sign .
mustang
Maybe I'll post hot mama instead on the window of my old kingdom hall it will be even funnier
Lapuce
also see http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/6/58754/876235/post.ashx#876235 .
for elsewhere's really to the point sign .
mustang
I love it, I will print it and I think that I will post one on the door of my old kingdom hall.... It will give me a kick
Lapuce
rayzorblade
post 2845 of 2845. from 12-jan-03.
birthday!.
Happy birthday Razordude, its so nice to say those words again
Lapuce
my question for tonight is this : after leaving the witnesses do you still feel disjointed from society in general ( and i mean the human race not the wt) ?
im realizing that i still have quite a hard time in social situations where there are more than say 4-5 people .....i tend to get into a dreamy feeling state , and just basically out of it feeling .
i tend to blame it on being raised a dub .
I try to act normal most of the time but since being about a year out, I still sometimes have to think to myself, Its ok I can do this, I can enjoy this and that I am not a witness anymore.
Lapuce
Normal now yes, but when I was a dub I wasn't, now I can do all the fun things in life I guess, being normal is having a life now.....
Lapuce
with so many new ones, and not so new ones, its kinda hard to get to know people.
i'm just wondering, what do you like to do besides post on the jwd discussion board?.
me, during the spring - fall months like my yard & gardening.
Well when I do not work as an airline mechanic or forman, I try to be with my two sons 6 and 2 which are being brainwashed by my ex-wife which is still a dub, I also am into train simulators and love birds, I have a few of them. But drinking beer and meeting people and friends are fun too.
Lapuce
i am interested to know whether jw's or ex jw's on this board really did believe 100%.
did you have doubts all of the time, did you have some confusion or did you never doubt at all?
i recognise that most on this board will have had doubts at the end but was this always the case when you were a good dub?
No, I had doubts but I did it for the woman I loved and now after numerous nervous breakdowns I'm out of it and out of that marriage.
Lapuce
part i is here: http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/7/58849/1.ashx
again, this is a re-post from march 2002. however, i have some exciting updates that will be revealed within a few days!
my mom was studying with a woman named cheryl who lived around the corner from us.
This is a great story, we want to know the rest..... I wont be able to sleep!!!!
Lapuce