considering the way the jw's constantly tell you that you're not good enough, i wondered how many people here suffered from ocd?
i guess you would have to be raised in the truth for this to really affect you.
i struggled with this until i was in my early 20's.
I was diagnosed with a major depression and also OCD, I am being treated at the moment, I was told by my psychatrist that it was caused by all the fear tactics of the Watchtower, it had a big toll on my life, and causing the lost of my wife (she is still a dub). I now am really better but still do need some therapy, I'm on the road to recovery but I still have some excessive fears.
Lapuce
it has been a good (7) weeks since i've last attended a kh meeting.
this weekend, however, the calls of "encouragement" came rolling in.
on saturday, a brother (actually a very decent, likable, and genuine man) left me a message and said that he misses me at the meetings.
How true, they used to say to me "You've always got something interesting to say, we love your company...etc..." and all that bullsh*t, so if they really liked me how come they never came to see me when I had my nervous breakdown, and when I did not go at the meetings,, right you only count for them as an extra number at the meeting attendance.... nothing else or to make the group bigger in field service, or for the use of the car of course....
Its really discusting....
Lapuce
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i hope you didn't come in here just because you thought you would see something smutty.bad people.
my wife,still a faithfull loyal dub just walked around the corner on me when i had this site open.i hastily closed every thing down which of course made her very suspicious.i hinted around that i had something up that i didn't think she should see.being a good dub and what with the "dangers" of the internet being featured in almost every mag she at once jumped to the conclusion i was on a porn site.. little did she know it was much,much worse than that but i don't think i will fill her in on what i am really up to.
I was all excited ... now I'm all frustrated too.... Funny each time we see some sutty post we go right to it, I guess its all those years in the watchtower that made us sexually frustrated... It would have been the end of the world if you just saw a piece of boob as a dub.
Lapuce
hello to everyone on the forum.
my family and i are indeed grateful for people like you who are brave enough to tell the truth about " the truth " and watchtower .
i`ve been lurking for quite some time, and finally got some courage to post.
Welcome, with love from your neigbors in Québec, and not that brotherly bullsh*t like they say at the kingdumb hall, you will have true friendship here
Lapuce
the cars i've seen most in the kingdom hall parking lot: the familiar, dull 4-door car, the family minivan, or the old beater.
sometimes the occasional 2-door car, which was generally frowned upon for service.
ok, let's hear it... what kind of car did you drive when you were a dub?.
Well in my Dub years I had the following: 87 Ford escort Station wagon, then 87 Cutlass sierra(2 doors), An 1990 Ford Taurus Staion, and then a 97 Toyota Tercel 4 doors (My first new car!!!) Now that I left the dubs I really have a Car they would like for field service a 95 Nissan Axxess Mini-Van with 4 doors. I remember all those talks about when choosing a car that you had to think about the service and that it was almost mandatory to take a 4 door car or minivan and that it had to have room in the back to carry your dub team!!!
Lapuce
okay, apparently we're all toast at armageddon.
jehovah hates us all, and he's really going to have some fun killing us all.
we're all going to pay for our apostate ways, whether we've grown a beard, or we've gone to a marilyn manson concert.
Well I guess I should be punished too right, so I must at least have fun in dying, so I'll go with all that sleezy sex, and dying of overdoing it.
Lapuce
i have been away from jws for 20 years, after having grown up as one, a pioneer and ministerial servant.
i have rebuilt my life, am very happy and have a wife and three kids who never were part of jw.
i have moved back into the town i grew up in.
Well I now live been living for awhile in the territorry that was next to my old one and they share the same Kingdumb hall, They never come to my door as they got my new adress my my ex-wife since she brings me the kids when I get them evey second weekend, so I'm black listed, and I never see them on my street, but if I ever bump into one in the area I will pull off probally questions to them about the child molestation issues and see their reactions and what bullsh*t that they will answer me.
Lapuce
Had a laugh this morning Xyl1, This was funny....
Lapuce
PS: can't wait to read the rest...
what are you doing for halloween?
since leaving the jw's, has anyone gone out to halloween parties?
do you dress up in a costume?
I guess I'll give my kids the first halloween ever ....
Lapuce
for instance: .
car - guys look for a car that will attract women.
so they can have sex.
Well I guess thats why we buy these pirate satalite cards to get all thay sex without paying for it.
Lapuce
