Mine was the memorial last year. It was my first ever memorial. I had known this so called truth for about 8 months at the time, and was working my way up to being an unbaptized publisher.
As i gazed around throughout the entire meeting, i kept feeling the whole way through it that what everyone was doing was wrong, very wrong. Its like a perverse way of spitting in Jesus face. At least, this is how i see it, and how i feel. I kept thinking how wrong it was, to just pass the wine and bread on to the next person who would likewise pass it on.
Jesus tells us to drink the blood and eat the body of christ in rememberance of him. Later that night, things started to dawn on me, even the holy cross they hold in contempt.
And the whole blood issue.
Its like this organiztion has just spat in jesus face, brainwashed all its members into feeling they do accept christ when they dont know themselves, they do NOT.