i spent long years of my life in pain.
deep emotional pain.
i prayed for god to help me but he never came.
(((((((((Lady Lee)))))))))))
You are an answer to a lot of prayers. Because you have shared your childhood, you have helped others to see, that others have suffered too. You have shown strengh, and love at the same time. I love the person that you are.
don't know if anyone posted this yet, but one of my favorite actresses passed away:.
katherine hepburn.
i loved her confidence and style.
i counted how many times i've said that today.
as best i can remember, it's 15 times.. "i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make so much noise.".
"i'm sorry, i didn't know you were on the phone, i would have stopped playing piano.".
Why be sorry for who you are? Until you learn to understand and appreciate the wonderful, sensitive person that you are you will not find happiness. You spend too much time putting yourself down. Nobody knows us better then we know outselves. When we offer to others that we don't feel that we are good enough, then how will they ever see us as good enough. By putting ourselves down are we looking for reassurance from others? Start with your own selfworth, so others can see it too. Sorry is a wonderful word unless it is over used, then it can seem insincere, and a way of feeling sorry for ourselves. Learn to believe in yourself so others may learn to believe in you too.
((((((((beryl))))))))
for the third time, here is the correct adress to the jw site, the others was not.
and you have to ask to join ther new site, called.
Here is where I ask you a few million questions.
What is the member name you would like to be known as?__ Rank&File What is your real name (first and last)? ___ Abby Normal
What is your gender _hermaphodite_ and age?___ 106
"Do you believe that the anointed Slave Class has been appointed by the Lord Jesus Christ to guide, direct, and feed the modern day congregation?" depends, what's fpr dinner
When were you baptised as one of Jehovah's Witnesses? ___ on a saturday
What congregation? _Pedophile East_____(city, state, country ) _PA, USA_____
What is this years year text? __ Don't look at the man behind the curtain, I am the great & powerful OZ
What scriptual support is there for attending the meeting?__Control top reinforced toe___
Are you active and in good standing with your local congregation? ___They don't make me stand, but I like to sit in the back
Do you participate at the meetings? ( Answer at WT or joined the school?) yes, but they change the subject after I answer
What is the motivation behind our service?__ donate, donate, donate
How many hours in service does a auxiliary pioneer typically put in service?_does posting on an apostate site count? _
What kind of publisher are you?__I haven't published anything, but I do like to read
What does KM stand for?__ King Masterbater
What part of this week's Watchtower Study article did you appreciate the most? ( I didn't go last week is not the correct answer. ) uummm the part that says we should do more
And what was the title of the article studied? (This one is a must) We Must Do More?
What is the name of the last song in our Song book and it's number?_I Did it My Way.....and now the time is near...._ #365
What spiritual goals have you set for yourself? _I am still setting them (in record amounts REALLY!, I'll get back to on that ok?_
What do you appreciate most about being one of Jehovah's Witnesses? __ That I can use shunning as an excuse when I want to. That is a very useful tool
What do you love most about your Heavenly Father? __that His name is pronounced so many different ways in so many languages
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which cartoons did you like the most on tv when you were a youngster?
http://www.nonstick.com/sounds/tweety/lttw_003.wav.
Winnie the Pooh when it came on once or twice a year. Favorite daily cartoon? The Flintstones.
in a few days, i will be making my move from kansas to florida!!
i'm really anxious about the whole thing.
i've never lived anywhere but kansas so this whole is unreal for me.
Good luck SP!!! Enjoy your new adventure. We'll look for you as soon as you settle in.
well, this isn't quite a delurk, since i've made several posts already.
but i figured it was worth introducing myself anyway.. i'm 21 years old, and was raised a dub.
had very loyal and active dub parents... there was just no question growing up that i was going to pioneer, reach out for privileges, etc.
just curious.
i get the impression from reading posts that a great deal are.
i also noticed while i was studying with them that virtually everybody has/had a relative that was disfellowshipped or knew someone who is/was.
I was df'd for four years, got reinstated then faded away.
whose children have left "the truth".... .
i don't even know where to begin to broach this subject with my daughters (should they ever speak to me again.
they are not witnesses, and were never baptized, they are angry at me for something else).... .
beryl, my daughter and I have talked about this. I am lucky because she understands that I have always tried to do my best for her. It sounds like they have other issues, sometimes you can't get past that no matter what. I think sometimes they are prone to have issues no matter what you do, it is a part of life. I like the idea of writing a letter too. It gives you time to reflect on what you want to tell them, and it opens the door for discussion.
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if it was possible, would you like to know your future, every good thing and bad thing that will happen to you?
would you be too afraid to go and look what your future would be like?
no, I like the element of suprise.
