Reg pill is very hard. I have some unexpected and life changing fallout that came about it. Very painful loosing your friends and identity as well.
I had so much invested, and I am older, so not like you can start over completely .
BUT - when I woke up - meetings made me literally sick, could not fake if.
The RED pill was needed especially because of my Kids, They are young and I HAD to get them out of the cult before their lives were ruined, at any cost.
And the cost is high.