does anyone else suffer from this disorder?
i hope that someday, i will be a part of this thing that you call society but presently, i don't feel like i am a social person and it's driving me crazy.
there's just too much anxiety and too much stress, when i try to socialize with the others and i can't control my feeling.
Lol halfling, I could return to the borg and maybe it will bring some recovery for a period of time but it won't last very long. The WBTS is like a drug. It has exactly the same effect, in a short term period it will make you feel better but, in a long term period it will destroy yourself.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
what will you do on the last day?
the last day of the wtbts, that is.. it may take a quarter century (i predict 2027), but the last day of the wtbts is going to come sooner or later.
preferably sooner, of course.
I don't thing that the WBTS will completly fall but, it will obviously fade away and this process is already begun. They are becoming more like the others stranges religions. ex: the Quakers.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
can you remmember any of the things you got up to or happened to you when you were a child growing up in the "truth"?.
i remmeber once in a meeting throwing up all over an elderly sister.. also i remmeber the time when we were playing out side and there was this kid most of us didn't like, and a wall that had a very rought surface to it.boy and wall meet , blood goes every ware, parents run outside and panic.. the rest of us laught.. how about the rules you had to follow?.
me and my brother were banned from drawing while the meeting was on.. that probably because we used to draw over all the walls.. also i remmember my dad smaking us before we went to the meeting , just incase we did something wrong.. yes it was different being a watchtower kid.
I remember those days where I had to wake up at 6 o'clock at every week-end. It was really boring. My dad wanted me to sing at the beginning of the meeting and at the end but I didn't want because I was too shy. Also, my father wanted me to go on door to door while I was only 9 years old. There was always this big fear of Armaggeddon because I wasn't baptize and I thought that every person who weren't baptize would die at the big A. I really hope that I won't do the samething to my children when, I'll be older.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
does anyone else suffer from this disorder?
i hope that someday, i will be a part of this thing that you call society but presently, i don't feel like i am a social person and it's driving me crazy.
there's just too much anxiety and too much stress, when i try to socialize with the others and i can't control my feeling.
Does anyone else suffer from this disorder? I hope that someday, I will be a part of this thing that you call society but presently, I don't feel like I am a social person and it's driving me crazy. There's just too much anxiety and too much stress, when I try to socialize with the others and I can't control my feeling. This is really a boring way of life. It's too hard to find a job too, so I'm still very dependant of my family.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
i often wonder wether there will be a day in my lifetime when i hear-.
'it has been confirmed that a nuclea bomb has been droped on _________ by the ________ , total damage cannot be assesed nor numbers, but the city of _______ is no more......'.
with the way america is acting lately, i have to wonder wether they are medling into other countries affairs too much, and now with this speach that bush made naming countries, asking congress for the highest ever defence budget since the cold war ect ect.. what is the hidden agenda in all of this?
You're right. When you thing of it, what we do on earth has absolutely no goal and this is as stupid as what a dog do during the day.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
i saw a report on tv about the church of jesus chrisht of latter day saint and they have a lot in common with the jw.
they go from door to door and as the jw, they believe that they are here to save the world.
do you think that this church will become more popular while the watchtower is losing his popularity?
They are growing fast because they tell to their members to have a lot of children. That's what I heard. If only they knew that almost every children will eventually escape of their mind-control organisation. They should look at what happened in the WatchTower...
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
i saw a report on tv about the church of jesus chrisht of latter day saint and they have a lot in common with the jw.
they go from door to door and as the jw, they believe that they are here to save the world.
do you think that this church will become more popular while the watchtower is losing his popularity?
At least, they do something useful for the peoples who like genealogy: http://www.familysearch.org/ but I won't enter in another mind-control cult of this type.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
i saw a report on tv about the church of jesus chrisht of latter day saint and they have a lot in common with the jw.
they go from door to door and as the jw, they believe that they are here to save the world.
do you think that this church will become more popular while the watchtower is losing his popularity?
I saw a report on TV about the church of Jesus Chrisht of latter day saint and they have a lot in common with the jw. They go from door to door and as the jw, they believe that they are here to save the world. Do you think that this church will become more popular while the WatchTower is losing his popularity? I like their doctrin of polygamy lol but, I don't think that the girls will have the same opinion...
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
this is an introduction.
my jw life, i admit now, is typical.
in ways its typical for: jw demographics, life passages, time in a high control group.
Welcome to the forum Wren. You have an interesting story. I thing that many of us have lost a lot of years because we didn't had all the informations that we needed to really free our mind from the mind-control of the WatchTower. Personnally, I was an half-witness for five years until last summer. I thought that someday, I would comeback to the org but, when I began to read what was available on the net, I made my final decision.
Black holes are where God divided by zero.
i'm really tired of always having to fight.
i don't have any friends in this world and i don't want to return to the evil watchtower.
it seem to me that everyone else around have fun and enjoy the life while, i still don't know what to i do with my life.
I'm not this kind of person, I hate to go at a party with beer and all the stuff. It seem too superficial to me. I don't feel comfortable when I go to a party. In my non-jw family, there was a party with a lot of beer at Christmas and I just wanted to go out of this place. You're right, when you say that we are too good for the worldly people and too worldly for the WBTS. When I say that I don't know what to do with my life, it's because I'm almost always at home at my computer because, I have nothing else to do. I study in college 17 hours per weeks but for the rest of the time, my life is really boring. I know that I should go out and get a life but I'm not good in anything. Everytime, I try something new, I fail even when I try to make new friends.
