Hey L3G,..
Welcome to "the ""rest"" of your life". ( Hey, I just coined that thought, get it, the REST of your life, like now you can actually rest,.. oh well) lol
ANYway, it feels good to be able to share, albeit incognito, your story and to realize, hey, I may not be as crazy as they wanted me to think I was.
I hope the other lurkers out there, ( Like I was a mere 2 years ago) make a move to be true to themselves and get on with their lives by admitting, at least to themselves that this concept spouted by the WTBTS, although compelling to WANT to beleive for the benefits, has no basis in reality.
I don't quote Cher often, but when I do, it's this "Life is NOT a dress rehearsel"
NJY