Darkknight757

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  Being interviewed by police tomorrow

  by moley in

  1. watchtower
  2. child-abuse

  well tomorrow is a big day for me.

  i'm finally going to be interviewed by the police about what happened to me as a kid.. im running the whole gamut of emotions at the moment.

  sad, anxious, angry, guilt, fear and many more that cannot be quantified.. i feel physically sick, cannot sleep, have lost my appetite and i am desperately trying not to self harm.. i've got my sister to thank for getting this far.

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  Darkknight757

  Just read your story and I'm without words. So very sorry for what happened to you.

  May those pinky ring wearing donkeys get what's coming to them.
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  How have you felt since you learned TTATT?

  by tornapart in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  it's been 4 years since it happened to me.

  an almost overnight experience.

  i read ray franz coc in 3 days and that was it.

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  Not sure how I feel personally. If it was totally up to me id disassociate myself today but my wife is really ingrained in the wts so I dont want to freak her out.

  Already I have removed myself of all responsibilities but it doesn't feel like enough.

  By the way, reading CoC has been a real eye opener and is a big help to anyone looking for ttatt.
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  obsession to count

  by menrov in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  just returned from a funeral service for the (non-jw) husband of a jw in a funeral home.

  it was rather crowded.

  no jw discourse.

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  Darkknight757

  Force of habit.
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  "Her words suggest................."

  by RedPillPopper in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  first time posting.

  i've lurked for about 2 years.

  30+yr convert.

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  Darkknight757

  My thoughts exactly RPP!!

  My wife and I were studying the first chapter for the "Bible Study" this week and realized that basically the entire first chapter was dreamed up by one of the up and ups. Nothing of any spiritual value.

  welcome!
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  ANNOUNCEMENT CLIP ...2015 Annual meeting Sam Herd confirming what we knew a month ago about slow down and halt of worldwide construction

  by Watchtower-Free in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_h68ktwpim&feature=youtu.be.

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  "Are people just forgetting about that?"

  Huh? What money??? LOL

  
  

  edit: our collaborated funds were in the tune of $230,000.
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  ANNOUNCEMENT CLIP ...2015 Annual meeting Sam Herd confirming what we knew a month ago about slow down and halt of worldwide construction

  by Watchtower-Free in

  1. watchtower
  2. beliefs

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_h68ktwpim&feature=youtu.be.

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  Darkknight757

  The question Id like to have answered is, what happened to all the money local congregations sent to the wts when they dissolved the RBC?
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  Please help me understand 1919 they were 100 percent out of babylon the great

  by poopie in

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  2. friends

  acording to lett at annual meeting.

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  Darkknight757

  Thing is people (myself included) are generally too lazy to look this crap up.

  why do you think we are loaded down with waaaay too much "spiritual food"?

  It's to keep people too busy to do the research.
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  The Psychological Manipulation of the Watchtower.

  by The Rebel in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  when someone interacts with you they can influence your thoughts and also manipulate your thinking.

  i became aware that this is what i was doing with householders on the ministry.

  we chipped away at householders with manipulation, and called it a return call.

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  Darkknight757

  Honestly that's what the wts encourages the bros to do. They have put an increased emphasis on getting people in the doors of the Kingdom Hall. By what you are saying I see why.

  so sad..
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  Finally time to move on

  by Bungi Bill in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have finally reached the point where i can forget that i was ever involved with such a $!%* cult as jehovahs witnesses.

  (a situation that has taken over 20 years to achieve).. this discussion board certainly helped in this process, and i want to thank everybody for their support over the time that i have been a member both of this site and the old www.jehovahs-witness.com website (where i used the acronym reefton jack).

  it is now, though, time to move on with my life, so i will say my farewells to everybody.. bill .

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  Darkknight757

  Glad to hear that the people here and the support you received helped you.

  Good luck and may your life be full of the happiness that you deserve!!
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  Need advice

  by Darkknight757 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  hi.i've been pouring over this site for the past few days looking for some advice and i hope there is someone here that can help a guy out.

  i'm desperate.....short bio: i came into the organization after high school and shortly after married a wonderful girl who was born-in.we have been happily married now for nearly 20 years and things were well until 2015 hit.

  by the way, i currently serve as an elder and have the ""privilege"" of being the "watchtower overseer".. either here nor there, we were told we would never have children but late last year my wife became prego!!

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  Darkknight757

  Without getting all sappy I have to say truly that the expressions from all of you have been 1000 times more encouraging than what we have received these last 6 months. Thank you for the kind thoughts.

  Ive been pouring over jwfacts.com and am appalled but relieved too to see that my thoughts about the org have been correct.

  Very interesting!!