Big hugs to you Ugg ((((((((((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Keep talking to us on the board - some of us are exJWs, some are those who have been studies, some are existing JWs like you, wanting to know whether they are the only ones who are seriously dissatisfied with the WT Society.
This is an open forum - all ideas, thoughts, jokes are welcome. We do not berate anyone's ideas, we do discuss them and ask each other questions about them, but we respect each other's differing beliefs.
Some have gone on to other religions, some (like me!) are totally against organised religion, and query whether there is a God in the first place, but the majority of us respect each other.
Do not feel you have to conform to ANYBODY elses ideas or opinions, cos that is all they are. If you have thoughts, fears then share them with us. It does help!
Keep posting!
Hugs again
Nowfree