Posts by onightdivine

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Where are you from?

by BeautifulMind in

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i know we are all anonymous for our own personal reasons, so i understand if you would rather not say.

but if you don't mind sharing that would be cool.

i currently live in georgia, usa.

onightdivine

So far nobody else from Southeast Asia.. will be a challenge to go for meetups, I guess.

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Where are you from?

by BeautifulMind in

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friends

i know we are all anonymous for our own personal reasons, so i understand if you would rather not say.

but if you don't mind sharing that would be cool.

i currently live in georgia, usa.

Hello everyone! I am new here and want to tell you about myself - my bio

by Hollywood20 in

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grew up in east la in a bad neighborhood to a black mother and white father.

i never knew my father because he died in a car accident when i was a few weeks old.

my mother converted as a jw soon after when two sisters came to her door and offered her comfort, which was something she needed.

I am so sorry to hear about what you've gone through and are going through right now. Like what Tenacious said, slowly surround yourself with people of similar interests so that you have space to breathe and be yourself.

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The Psychological Manipulation of the Watchtower.

by The Rebel in

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when someone interacts with you they can influence your thoughts and also manipulate your thinking.

i became aware that this is what i was doing with householders on the ministry.

we chipped away at householders with manipulation, and called it a return call.

onightdivine

I always felt sick to the stomach when trying to "preach" to someone while doing the field serve-us because it was like a practical exam, an exercise of what was taught at the kingdumb hall essentially as ways to hook people, let their guard down, and manipulate them by sweet words and love bombing.

Because my self-esteem had begun to diminish when I joined this cult, I tried to avoid talking when meeting householders and let my pioneer partner do it. And as I stood beside them I felt sorry for the householder because he/she was being promised the paradise, everlasting life, but at a great cost to his/her sanity and entire life in the future.

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Hey everybody! Just droppin' in :)

by macys in

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it feels so good to be free from the jdub cult!

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onightdivine

Welcome to the forum, macys!

I'm glad you are finally free. If your circumstances permit we'd like to ask you to stand... ooops. I mean, let us your hear your stories if you can share.

Happy to have you here.

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My First Birthday.....

by The Marvster in

i awoken today and realised immidiately i'm 44 today... and after 3 years of being out, decided to acknowledge my birthday.... i'm off out to treat myself to a big hearty breakfast with cup of tea in the local weatherspoon's by the massive pond full of weird bird-life, later today i'm giving myself a gift of a 90 minute relaxation session in a float tank down by canary wharf in london.... only really have 2 close friends (it's a slow process trusting people agian) and they probably won't be able to see me today, but i'm sure i'll have a belated surprise from them both.... the first thing i did when i remembered was to rush to the computer, connect to the web and put on stevie wonder's 'happy birthday', as i listen to it, tears stream down my face... all those years of my life stolen ' but..... i'm free....'.

onightdivine

Happy Birthday to you 🎵

Happy Birthday to you🎵

Happy Birthday dear Marvste r🎼

Happy Birthday to you!! 🎶🍰

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Paranoia after today's Watchtower

by Truthexplorer in

boy oh boy did i feel paranoid at today's wt.

not only are we to watch our associations outside of the congregation, but also watch our associations 'within' the congregation.

this was emphasised by the wt study conductor.

onightdivine

Paragraphs 9,10

"The world's media is evil. Do not read and expose yourselves to it. They will be destroyed!!"

Paragraph 11

"How blessed are you that we, the GB, has been feeding you with magazines, tracts, etc. We are the chosen ones. Now, come on why don't you thank us for it?"

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Scale of 1 to 10. How did/do you rate the meetings!

by Truthexplorer in

1. boring as s***e 2. extremely boring 3. boring as hell 4. boring.

5. slightly boring 6. not bad.

7. fair.

onightdivine

Village Idiot: I'm already seated at the back row... almost. Those are mostly for the elders.

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Are you truly happy?

by onightdivine in

for the lurkers and active jws here, are you really happy about the recent changes?.

are you happy where you are now?.

does it make you feel special that you are more "privileged" than non-jws or other jws who have less preaching hours than you do?.

onightdivine

For the lurkers and active JWs here, are you really happy about the recent changes?

Are you happy where you are now?

Does it make you feel special that you are more "privileged" than non-JWs or OTHER JWs who have less preaching hours than you do?

How can you tell that Jehovah is happy?

Why is the GB so sure that they are making Jehovah happy?

How can you be sure that GB is God's channel of communication on earth?

Do you still remember how to LOVE and to be LOVED unconditionally??

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Scale of 1 to 10. How did/do you rate the meetings!

by Truthexplorer in

1. boring as s***e 2. extremely boring 3. boring as hell 4. boring.

5. slightly boring 6. not bad.

7. fair.

onightdivine

Village Idiot:

I don't look around that much when a talk or a Watchtower indoctrination sessiob is on-going. I'm still afraid my face says it all that all other people can notice lol.