TOTH, I totally empathise with the feeling weird bit, it felt that way all the time I was in, I rationalised it by saying to myself "well it would be weird in relation to the rest of the world that does not know jah".
As to your baptism I don't think it had any real meaning, so it is up to you in the future what you do about that, no hurry though.
As to the JW's, especially Elders and the WT itself, they will view your baptism as totally valid as you accepted "priviledges" . They do not care if you were a very young person at the time of baptism, with no concept of what you were doing, and really didn't mean what you said, you validated it later in their eyes.
So any fade will have to be conducted in a most circumspect manner, unless at some stage you decide you do not give a flying f**k and speak out and get DF'd.
Good luck, my unbaptised friend !