Why do you feel I am anything but fascinated with the Jewish culture and history? How else am I to learn other than reading and discussing it? This is a discussion forum after all. If you see me making a factual error, then correct it using sources I can read and learn from. I do believe our coming from different perspectives is an opportunity for both of us. My own research for the past 25 years is likely to have included things you may not have encountered. I'm sorry if that sounds condescending because that is not where it is coming from.
I'll remind you of your wise comments about JWs not thinking for themselves or developing deeper perception. If I just take your word at things, how am I growing?
A last thought. If I disagree with you on a matter of history I am not disagreeing with all Jews. You have repeatedly emphasized there never was, nor is there, a consensus on many matters of interpretation and practice.