Suicide.. my favotite topic has anyone seen the movie? 'How to die in Oregon' .. elderly are a great risk, my dad tells of my uncle who after his wife died and went blind... went in to his trailer and ended his life with a 44 caliber bullet
My dad say's he has a plan similar if he felt, circumstances were bleak enough.. I hope he doesn't... that being said, once it becomes enevitable, a grave out come is only possible, I believe you have the right to end your own suffering on your own terms.. nonviolently... with family present .. atleast they got to say good-bye..
as to the witlesses.. I have had similar 'fears'..... all cult's end badly.... speaking for myself I've had suicidal thought's, hold On! I'm not going to do it......I just hate that, that thought just pops in someimes as despair creeps in.. I'm the happiest depressed person I know.. my name is Tate it means the 'cheerful one' ...look it up... I've away's tried to live up to my name..LOL
I'm concerned to because after I finally learned the truth about the 'Truth'.. which was recently... I' was relieved that I finally knew!!!! I was out alone for 23 years believing the end was near.. I didn't care If i made it I JUST WANTED TOO SEE IT... it was killing me .. I rejoice in the fact that I never went back to meetings and resisted every temptation to do so.. I really believe the longer you are in the greater the damage.. therefore a greater risk of drastic action.... My awareness grew recently because 1914 was the everything to me.. as far as them... I'm really once it's debunked they got nada!!
tate the skate try not ot HATE..oops doesnt mean the bold accident.. don't know how to undo .. I'm new..