That is crazy! Reading the first few sentences, I wondered if you might be someone I know, as the person I know also came from MI, went to Arkansas, not sure about Kansas, then to Florida. But I am in SE MI, so that is unlikely. But what a coincidence!
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JW showed up at my door.
by dogon inits a bit weirder than the title may lead you to believe.
i moved from michigan where i was a witness for 30 years to arkansas and then to kansas.
a year ago i moved to florida.
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Who are the REAL demons behind the Watchtower?
by Dogpatch ini apologize for not writing much of anything in several weeks.. did you miss me?
(don't answer that!).
i am doing pretty good now after going through the worst year of my 60 years of life... but in order to make some changes that will enable me to keep working, i really had to take time off to take care of medical issues (mostly my spine - destroyed after 30 years spending 10-12 hours a day on the computer).
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I hope 2013 is a great year for you. Your site was the way out for me when I was having doubts. My eyes were opened, and I stopped fearing I would be destroyed for doubting the WT. I ordered Ray Franz book CoC, from you over the phone. You asked if you could do anything else for me. Your kindness touched me. I think I will heed Terry's advise and send a little help next week.In a way, I kind of owe you the life I have now. Thank you and all the best to you.
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So thankful! Would have never believed it possible!
by coffee_black inover 2 years ago, my daughter was diagnosed with end stage congestive heart failure.
she has come so far.... and even rides her bike 5 to 6 miles per day now.
here's how she looks today.
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She is gorgeous! Hoping she continues to do well. You have quite a wonderful family!
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Hubby and Wifey saying Hi
by free and happy inso where do you start?.
i've been reading peoples experiences for several months now trying to figure out what i want to say but how do you put your whole life into a few words?.
i was a born in but have been happy and free for 5 years and luckily for me my husband felt the same way and we have freed our children from being brainwashed.
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Welcome to the rest of your life! I hope it is filled with happiness and good health.
Just for fun, have you ever considered writing to Behtel with your story, and telling them the family from hell is the reason you no longer go? Couldn't take it anymore, spineless elders, basically chased out of your hall? Just for fun!
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My Son and I have about 5 Months Left
by bavman inhello, i haven't been on here in awhile and it looks like a whole new crowd.
i disassociated myself about 8 years ago.
went through a divorce and shunning from most my family.
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That makes me sick to my stomach. I truly hope you can make some headway in planting seeds of doubt over the next 5 months. There are quite a few good suggestions you have been offered. You know what most likely will work for you. And he may love his little sister too much to not have contact with her. Little ones can have that effect on us! All the best to you!
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NEW STUDY AT THE KINGDOM HALL. ADVICE NEEDED.
by DATA-DOG inas the title suggests, there is a young man studying the bible teach book and attending meetings.
at every meeting that he has attended, there have been some really cultish comments.
of course i hear them loud and clear now, and for years then were coming through, that is why i woke up.. anyway, at the meeting i was sitting there, hating it, listening to all the emotion comments from the audience.
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Aussie Oz has a good point. Please find out a bit about him first. Then, if he is simply a gullible soul, and you need to protect yourself, I would do as some others have suggested, and discreetly & ANONYMOUSLY get some information in his hands. Nothing in your own handwriting, only printed out from the computer, with nothing on it that could be traced back to you. Snail mail may be the safest way, with a printed address label, no return address. printouts from jwfacts sounds like a great idea. Also perhaps a mention of CoC in what you send?
Does anyone else find it hard to believe that with all the information so easily available on the net today, that anyone would actually study with the witnesses?!
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Conversation with my JW co-worker!
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good day...so this is the conversation i had with a co-worker of mine i mentioned in an earlier thread...shes a jw and doesnt know that i was associated with the jws before and that im a fader.
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You need to do some witnessing! Since she brought her religion up, time to SLOWLY share with her things you have come across about jw's after your conversations with her. She made you curious, so you did some research.
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A new JW here!
by Taken ini am a jw (still active).
i like discussing with others and i think this is a great place to do so.
hopefully this can be fun and a learning experience for all of us.
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Welcome!
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My Jw mother hates me and always has
by 20yearfader ini just need to vent,you see i was a born in.it's taken me 20 years after fading from the org to finally get my mind free from the wt dogma.i was on the phone with my aunt today and the subject of my mother her older sister came up.now mind you i haven't spoken to my mother in a month or so after my daughter stayed the weekend at her house and she was being tag teamed about the hall and how i took a vow to jehovah and i'm a failure and i'll be destroyed at armagedon.this exchange upset my daughter so much that she was near the point of tears when she returned home and she hasnt spoken to my mother or father since.anyway back to the conversation with my aunt,she let it slip that my mother told her that she wished she had let the seamen that fertilized the egg that produced me had slid down her legnno bear in mind i can remember as a child running into her room playing and she would say to me as a 7 year old child "i wished i had left you in oblivion"this is one of many such saying my mother had for me......i wasn't a bad child i just wasn't allowed to do anything such as going outside going over a friends house....etc,i have struggled for years as to why this woman hates me so.i got baptized at 15 really as a way of pleasing them what the hell does a child know at 15??
?granted it took me some time to get myself together and put those hurtful comments in the past,but today when my aunt let it slip about what my mother has said about me it was like pulling a scap off of a wound.my wife always complains about how im emotionless and distance,this was done by me as a way of protecting myself.so i've decided and i hate to say this that my christian god fearing parents...are dead to me there is no way i can have a relationship with people that are so wicked and since she never wanted me anyway....it works out for the best thx i just needed to vent i felt like i was going to pop..
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20yearfader, my heart hurts for you. I can't imagine having a parent so mean and unchristian. If you can, please try and get some counseling so you can get some healing and this does not affect your relationship as much with your own wife and child. And please don't allow your parents any more contact with your daughter. Your parents attitude about their own child is about as unscriptural as I can think of. The people on here care, and wish you well. Live a happy life with your own loving family.
All the best to you~
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My Fathers Memorial Service
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My sympathies for your loss. Losing a parent is so difficult, and you should not have to compromise on how you wish to memorialize your loved one. I have been to non-witness funerals where cd's were played at the funeral home. Is it possible for you to have the service somewhere else, and do as you feel is appropriate for your Father? I hope things go smoothly for you as you deal with your grief.