Muddy Waters -
My spiritual “high” of being “invited” to be on an assembly part
That is part of the strategy in general.
I knew the WT was a cult, and that the bible is crap, but I was giving the top DC talks, elders school talks, the Memorials, Funeral, yada yada yada.
Being a great motivational speaker (though I completely morphed my talks to be about love as much as possible), kept me in longer than I should have been.
It's like Crack, you get hooked, and kept in line to do what ever the WT asks.