Well done Ms GrowingGirl, seems Jesus is starting to call his true Sheep out of the religions of man, and you are one of them, theres a scripture somewhere that says something like, " my sheep will know my voice" and"they keep following the Lamb wherever he goes".
Some cautionary advice, its not just a question of not having family in the troof, at least you have Spiritual peers there, it does become Spiritually lonely in the world where you are the only Christian in a world of the unGodly, this is why personally, I do not actively seek to stumble active Witnesses out of the orgainsation for fear that if they are not storng enough, they will completely lose a relationship with God, and I feel even a difficult relationship whilst in the Org, is better than no relationship.
You however, have got to the stage where you cannot "do" the troof, cannot go on the field service telling people what you know realise to be untruths, cannot partake willingly in known Idolatry and creature worship, so you must leave anyway.
From my own experience, keep reading the Bible, keep praying, sometimes I drift away from God, but he allways has me back when I walk back towards him, he is that "Love".
I even get to do Ministry.I read my Bible in front of people at work, its amazing how much more people will listen to you when you havnt got the stigma of being a Jehovahs Witness, I have given away many Bibles to some of these people.
Hang on there, soon the "Two Witnesses" will come and all Jesus flock will be gathered together where you will find real Spiritual Joy to be united with others the same as you that have been called.
Maybe you also now "partake"?
Please do, read John 6 where you will see that you have too!