I WILL DO MY DAMNEST...I AM ALSO A EPILEPTIC (SEIZURES) FROM A 1996 STROKE soooo I take lots of pills...I am into taking one day at a time..LISA is trying to talk me into going to the picture show LINE DANCING is out for the moment :) thnks UGG for the hugs they are very much appreciated.. A LOT OF TIMES I ASK MYSELF WY ME??? WASNT IT ENOUGH TO HAVE ARTHRITIS obviously it was not..noW all this and I shouldnt be depressed?? My diabetic IS treated by diet BUT that does not keep me from having blisters..LISA is sleeping in as late as she can..no I do not belong to or attend any church as I am burned out mentally and emotionally by beng a JW for 40 yrs..I think I will post soon all about my BEST FRIEND AND DOG SKIPPY from AGE 4 TO MY SR. YR IN HIGH SCHOOL whrn HE DIED AND WENT TO DOGGY HEAVEN...QUEENIE mamie kitty is the ray of sunshine in our lives..MEOW she is hungry PEACE
QUEENIE
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DIABETIC BLISTERS and edema that goes with it !!
by QUEENIE inam i the only person in the whole wide world that is having to have to put up with this crap..the worst lasting 8 months now...supposed to now have in to pick up today special diabetic shoes and very costly socks as well...doc wants me in the hospital but all the frigin hospitals are full to capacity and a waiting time of 3 or more days sooo i am waiting it out here (my preferance)...pain - pain and a few oches to [email protected] e-mail me privately if anyone wants to share or just cry your eyes out i know sometimes i feel like crying or just feeling sorry for myself now and then or have someone hold my hand through the whole ordeal.xoxo ((((hugs))) queenie
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HAS THIS PLACE HELPED YOU?
by minimus insince so many post and chat here,and most here do not go to meetings, have you found this board to be a place that can help and refresh you?
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Mimilly I sure hope queenie is one of those that you not only call a friend but have adopted me AS A FAMILY TOO a COUSIN MAYBE ???? queenie (((((((hugs))))) ALL AROUND
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HAS THIS PLACE HELPED YOU?
by minimus insince so many post and chat here,and most here do not go to meetings, have you found this board to be a place that can help and refresh you?
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QUEENIE
YES IT HAS HELPED ME in so many ways to numerous to mention...PROGRESS not PERFECTION guys....((((HUGS)))) QUEENIE
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DO YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOURSELF?
by minimus inare you pretty much satisfied with yourself or do you feel unhappy, as a rule?
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QUEENIE
I FEEL quite OK about LINDA LOU and most of my lifes choices I can live with that and can look in the mirror and say LINDA you are okay not perfect BUT shit but I can live with that too..IT IS OTHER FOLKS be they rich or poor that I have a problem with most of the time and I constantly have to remind myslf that is them and not me....((((HUGS))))) QUEENIE
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HOPE YOU FIND WHO YOU R LOOKING FOR...HAE A GREAT WEEKEND>>>>((((HUGS)))))QUEENIE
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DIABETIC BLISTERS and edema that goes with it !!
by QUEENIE inam i the only person in the whole wide world that is having to have to put up with this crap..the worst lasting 8 months now...supposed to now have in to pick up today special diabetic shoes and very costly socks as well...doc wants me in the hospital but all the frigin hospitals are full to capacity and a waiting time of 3 or more days sooo i am waiting it out here (my preferance)...pain - pain and a few oches to [email protected] e-mail me privately if anyone wants to share or just cry your eyes out i know sometimes i feel like crying or just feeling sorry for myself now and then or have someone hold my hand through the whole ordeal.xoxo ((((hugs))) queenie
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GOT THE ORTHOPEDIC SHOES AND SOCKS FRIDAY..Gota wear the socks all day and remove when I go to bed...THERE is a lot of PAIN that goes along with it and I guess that is why I take pain reliever along with all the other medication I take..TODAY IS SAT..have a good day and(((((((hugs))))))) queenie
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Last night my dad tried to commit suicide
by cruzanheart ini'm still blown away by it.
when i went out the door this morning to take the kids to school (7:15 a.m.) i turned on my cell phone and there were two messages from his retirement home, both saying that he had fallen at about 4:30 a.m. and was being taken to the hospital.
i called the hospital and they told me that he said he had taken 18 xanax in an effort to kill himself.
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MY brother Larry nw decd tried to kill himself so I know what it does to the rest of his caring family boy do I know...I got go get my diabetic shoes and socs soo must finish getting ready 4 the day but e-mail me if you need to cry on my shoulder at [email protected] ((((((((HUGS))))))
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DIABETIC BLISTERS and edema that goes with it !!
by QUEENIE inam i the only person in the whole wide world that is having to have to put up with this crap..the worst lasting 8 months now...supposed to now have in to pick up today special diabetic shoes and very costly socks as well...doc wants me in the hospital but all the frigin hospitals are full to capacity and a waiting time of 3 or more days sooo i am waiting it out here (my preferance)...pain - pain and a few oches to [email protected] e-mail me privately if anyone wants to share or just cry your eyes out i know sometimes i feel like crying or just feeling sorry for myself now and then or have someone hold my hand through the whole ordeal.xoxo ((((hugs))) queenie
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AM I the only person in the whole wide world that is having to have to put up with this crap..the worst lasting 8 months now...supposed to now have in to pick up today special diabetic shoes and very costly socks as well...DOC wants me in the hospital but all the frigin hospitals are full to capacity and a waiting time of 3 or more days sooo I am waiting it out here (my preferance)...PAIN - PAIN and a few oches to [email protected] e-mail me privately if anyone wants to share or just cry your eyes out I know sometimes I feel like crying or just feeling sorry for myself now and then or have someone hold my hand through the whole ordeal.XOXO ((((HUGS))) QUEENIE
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Getting to know someone...a little better
by forgetmenot inokay, i am incredibly shy but i just joined a club.
the guy that i have a huge crush on happens to be the president of this club.
meetings are only once a month and he's only the president for about three or four months more.
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HOW COME TNE MORE I GET TO KNOW PEOPLE THE BETTER I LIKE MY KAT and sure would like to get a puppy or one that is housebroke and fixed??? I am getting more and more agoraphobic and would love to hang out with myself behind closed curtains and be a couch potato from here on out??? QUEENIE [email protected]
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why exjws have VEHEMENT disagreements at times
by Cyn injust a few thoughts..... i noticed that a lady named crystal posted her views.....and many people got upset....i did as well....part of me knows that taking responsibilty for my own life is important... and i have tried but also battle all my life....in fact i called to complain about the mail being late just today...and the supervisor's name is battle...to which i ( with my anaylytical bipolar mind ) reacted.......... i thought ," gee i battled allll my life but is could be taken as battle for youe life"... anyway....my original point was about why ex jws vehemently disagree... i remember when i saw and expereinced abuses in the org..and when i asked "sisters" and " brothers' for validation ( am i right or wrong?????
) some would agree then get frighetend and avoid me remember how we were warned against murmuring and how often so as not to appear unloving many people would use inuendoes or roll their eyes or play any number of mind games......( very loving that).
expressing honestly and openly was , for the most part, not safe so i think that many exjws having been repressed as to free expression are more prone to let it all out... and disagree vehemently......... just a few thoughts.
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QUEENIE
I question every thing and everybody be they other xJW or never been JWs, etc. I am a real pain in the frigin butt most of the time worldwide !!!I have been self-doctoring my diabetic-blisters going on 8 months now with absolutly no getting better so of course I am lets say depressed as well most of the time with a grin pasted on my face so nobody sees me as being negetive and a :(:(..I finally after my daughter LISA had to play hardball the special shoes and sock were rushed ordered and HOPE of all HOPES are in 4 ME to go and get them TODAY..You should see the gigantic blister on my right leg oh well I slopped a lot of medicine and have both legs bandaged up now all ready for the day which is FRIDAY SEPT 20th and 5:40 AM PST everyone cross yur fingers please...MY GP said to go into the hospital BUT there is a 3 day E.R. waiting list soo I am waiting it out here soo I can keep p with my e-mail, etc..ALL hospitals are full to capacity in this frigin town and my kid LISA is a better cook too if you follow me..anyone want to send me private anything it is / [email protected] HAVE A GOOD DAY YA AL ((((HHUGS)))) now for an extra mood swing pill...XOXOXO