Thank you! I have a lot on my mind right now. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for the advice and encouragement. Just the other day I was speaking to my wife about time passing and the need to take care of ourselves, and about our daughter being grown-up before we know it. She said " Well, when she moves out one day we can go to Bethel.". I feel like such an a-hole sometimes. She just doesn't get it. She does not realize what the TTATT is. She wasn't in my meetings with the Elder's to see the insanity begin after they said, " Amen ". She doesn't know that one Elder in particular was after me, hoping to find something, anything to use against me. She has not stared into the eyes of a sociopath. I will NEVER be what they want me to be, I can't be.
Perfect 1,
Thank you so much. I will be looking into your suggestions!