jeff,
I deeply respect your morals, I am pleased to hear, although leaving the Wtn’s where you surely showed dedication to Jehovah, you still believe in him.
I was in the Org. for 30 years, not quite as enthusiastic in hours as you, but had the same fire in my belly.
As many here found it was the U.N. that did it for me, I was then able to view them from the outside, I think once you can divorce Jehovah from the society, you can move on.
For new ones balancing on the brink, a very good letter.
Thanks, KT