Deegee, maybe you can sense it...I said I can simply don't f* care about it. But can I? After a game of basketball, we went to the food ctr to eat. My friend asked me what I want. I told him anything. He came back with chicken noodles soup but with a few pieces of chicken blood cubes in it. I wanted to force myself to eat the blood cubes...but I can't. I tell myself to put it in my mouth...juz bite a little...I still can't.....
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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I know that if I am:
1) an Israelite living at that time, I would think yhwh is right.YHWH IS GREAT!
2) a pagan worshipper at that time --these people are evil... their god is a devil!
3) still a jw - what am I doing? questioning god? remember what he said "my tots are not your tots. Neither are my ways your ways". Must stop thinking...satan is casting doubts in my mind...
4) Now that I am none of the above three - very easy..DON'T F* CARE...
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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hey, I just realised I am judging god...on what grounds do I consider what is evil and what is merciful...
A father who hates drugs will forbid his son to meet with drugs addicts. He will chase away drug addicts from his house...that yhwh is doing the same with the pagan believers. In his case, he needs to kill them..He cannot afford to let anyone influence the israelites.
As for the babies...it may not be evil to kill them. Who is going to take care of them? What if they grow up and find out that the israelites killed their parents?
Just like my country...we have capital judgement over here. I totally support the death sentence for drug traffickers and murderers. But there are many around the globe who cry against death sentence. Who is right? My government or those against the death sentence?
But when I think of killing babies..scenes of japanese soldiers snatching babies from their mom, throw it up in the air and piece it with a bayonet...EVIL!!! Scenes of ISIS decapicating unbelievers --- evil. worshippers of the devil!
I am extremely confused...dont think about it anymore...will end up in a mental hospital....
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Shocking news
by Confusedalot ini recently posted about what would happen if my mom got sick,seeing that i'm apostate.
even today i posted on a thread about blood transfusions.. i just received a text from my brother saying that my mom is in hospital and requires a transfusion to survive....is this a coincidence?.
am i being punished by jehovah, or is the devil out to get me...i dont know anymore what to do.... things are getting too much, guess i should not have joked so much in my posts..
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I did not receive any reply when I pray at KH. I think they don't have a link to him...
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Shocking news
by Confusedalot ini recently posted about what would happen if my mom got sick,seeing that i'm apostate.
even today i posted on a thread about blood transfusions.. i just received a text from my brother saying that my mom is in hospital and requires a transfusion to survive....is this a coincidence?.
am i being punished by jehovah, or is the devil out to get me...i dont know anymore what to do.... things are getting too much, guess i should not have joked so much in my posts..
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Am I being punished by Jehovah, or is the devil out to get me
Ha! Same thing happen to me just 3 days after I DA'd. My mom has high blood pressure. She fainted while alone at home.I was at school then. But it so happen that I needed to go back home to take something. I have to call the ambulance and luckily everything turns out fine.
The same thoughts as you. Is he punishing me? I remember praying to him to punish me and not my mother...as usual I did not receive any reply from him....
But a week later, when I think back on that matter, I realise that nope! He is not punishing me. In fact he make me go back home to help her....
So is that a coincident? Is he punishing me? Is it him who guide me back home?
My answer I choose then is the third...
Now, I choose the 1st...
And another thing! You remember I told u that he did not give me a reply after I pray 2 him? A christian ger interprete the whole incident in another way :
God is so happy that I have left the wt. When my mom fainted he make me go back home to take care of her. When I pray to him, he replied a week later by letting me realise that it was he who guided me back home....I am thinking..Maybe next time I should go to a church to pray...maybe I can get a reply sooner...I will only get a reply a week later if I pray at home....
Do you get what I am driving at? Whatever happen is just it. Whether it is good or bad is just how we choose to interpret it.
I seem to be wiser now after I read books on the law of attraction...
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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what would god(s) look like if there were no humans?
A very good question. Man is making god in his own image . Not the other way round. To all who believe in god, he is a kind, merciful, and loving god. But what if he is not? What if he is an evil dog who wanted those not believing in him to be killed just like allah and that yhwh?No! I am not going to worship this evil dog, even if he is the real god!!!
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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What would the world be like if there was no god?
The world simply will not exist.
If there is a god or if there isn't, we can't do anything about it.
You have a point here. There is really nothing we can do about it.
But if there is a god, isn't it natural for us to want to know from him what plans he has installed for us?
Don't you agree that religion gives people a purpose to live for?
There are benefits religion can bring to some people. I know you wont agree.
Nobody understand me. My friends told me if I find the bible god no good, just dont worship him. What's the big deal? Why am I so sad? I also dont know. Maybe I need to go c a psychiatrist...
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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sinboi
I think I have phrase my question in an inappropriate way. Please pardon me. I am really very confused now.
You see, I am born in the "truth". I am really appalled at what ISIS is doing. Chopping people's head off because they are unbelievers. I often asked what type of god they are following. I said they are worshipping the devil, not God. My parents have been telling me how fortunate we are that we are worshipping a God that is loving and merciful. Even after I am out of the wt, I still have deep love and respect for Jehovah. I am still always ready to defend him and his word, the Bible. Until someone here tells me to read deut 13...kill all inhabitants of the land. Even the cattles. I am not concerned about the cattles. But if even the cattles are killed, what about the babies!!! As I have just recently watch a documentary on ww2, scenes of japanese soldiers snatching babies from their mothers and kill them flooded my mind again. Who am I worshipping all these years? A cruel and merciless D.O.G!! Just like Allah whom ISIS are worshipping. Allah is a god I despised. Now the god I am worshipping is also so despicable.
Some of you has written to me telling me to consider the possibility that these stories are man-made and that there is no god. I can consider that these stories can be man-make. But to consider that there is no god, no creator is rather difficult.
Today, while walking past an indian temple, I think of another possibility. A very frightening possibility...there is a god. There is a creator. But he is a cruel and merciless god! Who say god must be good, who say god must be loving and merciful??? Man couldn't find god because we expect god to be a good god. But what if he is not what we expect?
My earlier question really want to mean is if we truly have a cruel creator and some of his commandments we cannot conscientiously follow, would you consider it a sin.
Please don't laugh at me if my thinking seems childish to you...
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What is sin?
by sinboi inwhat do you consider sinful?
okay, i know many of you no longer believe that there is a god.
just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god.
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What do you consider sinful? Okay, I know many of you no longer believe that there is a god. Just bear with me a little, just assumed that there is a creator or god. What is a sin? A breaking of one of his rule or commandment?
Now, what if one of his commandment you conscientiously cannot follow? Such as that hebrew d.o.g wanted the ancient israelites to do…killing pagan believers and babies? If you do not follow his instructions, do you consider that a sin?
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The jw mindset
by Akid48 inwhen i woke up i got my critical thinking i lost it when i was five and now i have it at thirteen oh and how i missed it.. something i noticed is how with the hurricanes hitting yes do say "oh u feel bad for the people there".but i hear is "we know this is just a sign of the end.when i'm over thinking i wish i could help but nope it's just a sign of the end.
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Akid48, I think I understand what u mean. You expected the first priority for the wt is to help the hurricane victims. But what you hear them saying at the kh is that it is the sign of the end.They are not eager to help.
When I donated to the salvation army to help the phillippines typhoon victims, I was counselled. They said I have donated to babylon the great...I should be no part of the world..let the dead bury the dead.....