Looks like I'm in great company (Harmony, Moe, Anghared)
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ShaunaC
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Are women naturally "Bi" ?
by refiners fire injust a question.
actually a friend of mine, alex, (who hopefully might read this and commence posting on this board) has been insisting for 20 years that women are naturally bi sexual.
i laughed at his claims.. but now, looking around here, and based on numerous group chats ive had with women on this site, there seems to be some evidence that his theory is correct.
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ShaunaC
Moe, again I would say that you are bi-curious, which really doesn't have much to do with your actual sexual orientation. You could experiment with a woman and find that you indeed do like it. Or you could find out that it was never more than a curiousity and is really not for you.
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Are women naturally "Bi" ?
by refiners fire injust a question.
actually a friend of mine, alex, (who hopefully might read this and commence posting on this board) has been insisting for 20 years that women are naturally bi sexual.
i laughed at his claims.. but now, looking around here, and based on numerous group chats ive had with women on this site, there seems to be some evidence that his theory is correct.
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ShaunaC
I too am a true bisexual and not faking it or exagerating for the sake of only turning you boys on. I first had conscious thoughts about women while still a JW and married. While never really against or hateful towards male homosexuality, it always made more sense to me that women could and would be with other women. Of course, then I would have to be a good JW and tell myself not to think such impure thoughts.
I can even remember playing house with my female cousin at a very young age, perhaps 4 or 5. I played the husband cuz I was older and taller. I remember we kissed and I had a wierd feeling that at that age I couldn't understand. It was mere childs play but it affected me. Who knows if that has to do with my JW upbringing or if it was the first signs of my bi-sexuality.
I agree that it is much easier in society for a woman to be bi-curious. But many stay just that...curious. They may not have the balls to go farther, maybe the right situation never presents itself, maybe they're never in a spot in their life where they are ready to go there.
While I've had more "contact" with women than I have men, I, like Wendy, have never been in a relationship with a woman. By the time I was able to indulge in my attraction to women, I was already in a committed relationship with Nick. But if I was ever to find myself single again, I probably would try a relationship with a woman. But I just don't know if I can go without a man.
Mango...I look for women like you. I am naturally shy and don't have the greatest self-confidence around other beautiful women (which I am solely attracted to, feminine, beautiful women), so I need a woman to take charge of me at first. Then once I'm comfortable that you like me I'm good to go!
Shauna
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Increased use of acronyms worries online boyfriend
by Naeblis inincreased use of acronyms worries online boyfriend.
"we used to have great conversations," phillip mudley reflects, " we'd talk about .
deathkilla: what's up??.
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ShaunaC
That's funny!
Oops, I mean...ROFL!!!
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What now, withno PURPOSE?
by HomebutHiding init's a difficult thing, once having been a member of the elite, the chosen few, hand-picked by the almighty never to die, to wake up, suddenly or otherwise to the realization that all was a lie.
of course, when we were jws, we had a purpose in life, and that purpose, along with life itself was a forever kind of thing.
we were to live forever, and our existance was well-defined for us.
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ShaunaC
As everyone else has confirmed, what you are going through is normal. We've all been there.
I was 24 when I left the Borg. I had always had my entire life planned out for me. Pioneer, marry, make until the Paradise. I had always been told what to do, by my father, then husband, and always by the congregation. When I left it all, I had no one. No friends, no family...nothing. I felt completely lost. Actually it was more like I had no idea how to just live. I felt so dumb when it came to making certain decisions or creating relationships. A number of things through the past few years has helped get me on my path.
One thing I have learned is that my purpose is no longer to get to a certain place ei. paradise. My purpose now is to learn as much as I can about myself while alive on this earth. Since I have no idea what comes after my death, I know that this is the time to rack up as many experiences as possible and live my life to the fullest. It's all about finding out what makes YOU happy. It's all about self-discovery. Something that will take my entire lifetime.
Don't be scared about this feeling of being lost. As time passes you too will find your place. Being "empty" only means you've cleaned house of the junk and are ready to fill it back up with people and experiences that are real. There's a wonderful world of possibilities out there. Instead of being scared of them, go for it with full force. (within your own bounds, of course)
Shauna
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Story on freeminds.org
by joenobody inanybody here have a chance to read jay walker's story on freeminds.org?
i just got through reading pages and pages of it.
i was keenly interested early on in the story and the astoundign things that happened in it.
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ShaunaC
I read through Amazing's story just a couple of weeks ago and after doing so felt guilty that I had not done so earlier. It was truly amazing!!!
I also intend to follow his admonition to write to Ray Franz to thank him for all he's come forward with.
Thanks Amazing!
Shauna
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Did you use drugs and go...INSANE!?
by refiners fire inwhen i was 27 my brother held a bucks night party for my first marriage and we went to a strip joint.
de rigeure for the boys bucks night.
it was all a bit of a none event, so next night he brought around drugs to my house, marijuana.
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ShaunaC
I think there are two possibilities for this reaction to pot...it was either laced with something or you are just one of those people who get ultra paranoid on pot.
My first real experience w/ pot was pretty funny, but not at the time. My boyfriend, Nick, had blown some smoke from his mouth to mine but I never felt anything from it. Then about a month later we went to some of his friends house, people I was just meeing for the first time. I took 5 hits of some chronic stuff. I sat on the couch and was tripping out. Going in and out of waves of really being there. After a while I knew I wasn't right so Nick told me to get up and get some water. But when I stood up the headrush really sent me.
Being that this was the first real drug experience I had after coming out of the Borg, I thoroughly thought I was dying. I began yelling at Nick to take me to the hospital because I was overdosing on pot. Nick chuckled because no one ever OD's on pot. He walked me around the block so the fresh air could clear my head.
I was crying hysterically and so embarrassed to have done this in front of his friends I demanded he take me home. I cryed the whole way home and vowed to never do pot again.
Of course, then I got home and had the most amazing sex of my entire life. And it all made sense. We laugh now that it was both the worst and best night of my life...all due to the same thing.
Pot has never had that affect on me since. In the early stages I felt the waves more but never much anymore. I do know many people who simply cannot do pot. They stay highly paranoid everytime they smoke it. I guess it depends on your makeup.
I personally am scared of hullucinating drugs. I've talked to freinds about acid and find it wierd that they think it's great to sit in front of a mirror and see yourself as 100 years old or with some gross stuff coming out of your head. I just don't think I could handle it. I do very occasionally drop E, did it this weekend home alone with Nick. It was super mild, to me anyway, Nick's a lightweight. It definitely not something I would do much. It had been 1 1/2 years since I had done some good E. But the 4 hours of intimacy w/ Nick was so well worth it.
But it is not to some people. Again, some people either have a different reaction than most or simply do not like the feeling.
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Hi, I'm new to this site
by GarbageGirl ini have been over at another board for quite some time now, but had heard so much about this place i figured i had better see what all the "hub bub" is about!
lol.
i just wanted to say hi before i started posting.
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ShaunaC
Welcome GarbageGirl!
Shauna
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Read This and You Will Feel Smarter!
by teenyuck inthis will definitely make you feel a lot smarter
question: if you could live forever, would you and why?.
answer: "i would not live forever, because we should not live forever,.
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ShaunaC
Too funny! I'm passing this one around the office. Thanks, Puff!
Shauna
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tha birds and tha beez - ADULT content
by bonovox inok, lets see if i can do this without getting carried away...lol.... allow me to pose a hypothetical situation:.
you have known john and jane for a couple of years now, and so far they appear to be the perfectly happy 'normal' married couple.
they seem totally into each other and when in public usually can't keep their hands off each other.
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ShaunaC
I absolutely agree that you have to talk this over with your mate first. If you've never discussed the idea and this scenerio happens (happened) I would kindly thank them for their offer but that you need to discuss this first with your mate. Most couples that I've come across are very understanding. No one wants to break up marriages/relationships.
I've been in circumstances where we went home with a couple but I have no intention of playing with the man. I already have my man and am only interested in the woman. Just a few weeks ago this happened. The hot little thang encouraged me to play with her man, I nicely said no and continued to have my fun with her. Since her guy wasn't allowed to even touch me, Nick did not get involved with her. There was no problem. The guys watched us play and then we each went to our own men to finish the deal.
What I'm trying to get across is...first speak to your mate and set ground rules. And be prepared for those rules to bend depending on the situation and the feeling of the woman at that particular time.
Other than that...HAVE FUN!!!
Shauna