I think you should read it but only after you FIRST think about and comprehend what Mary said. Brace yourself for all the emotions that will hit your heart and soul. How anyone with a conscience can view the "Society" the same after reading how they operate is beyond me.
If you have anything else that is stressful going on in your life right now, I'd wait till that passes before reading it. Although I know that's easier said than done. Once you start reading the truth about how the organization behind the name operates, you won't be able to stop till you're finished the book completely. Ray did a wonderful job writing the truth. He told it in a very loving and caring way, as you'll see that NOTHING was easy, because of how much he truly cared for and loved 'the friends". I know that I could never have written as he did. I would have been too bitter to do so.
My thoughts will be with you as you read and I hope you are able to relay your feelings here or to close friends while or after reading it.
peace to you,
somebody