Hello Reborn, I'm a 32yr old male from the UK and I was 21 when I first questioned the WT. At that time I didn't come out because I thought that my so-called friends were more important than truth (my fleshly family are not JW's)and so I stayed. I wish now that I showed the same courage as you have just shown. Well done!!
I know you must be suffering internally, but please know this - trust in God and pray to him as much as you can and he will see you right through these trials. Pray for your family too.
I look forward to your posts in the future and please keep us updated with your progress.
Agape
Steven