Being a JW kid was *AWFUL*. I didn't have the best sense of self-worth back then, and all the derision and loneliness (nobody really wanted to hang out with me, as everyone thought I was weird ) didn't help much either.
Yip, I also stood outside during Assembly and all that other pointless jazz.
The thing is, (I only remembered this now - I'd forgotten it for a long time) was that I DA'd myself about 2 years before I finished school, and it was so weird standing up when everyone else stood up (although I still never sang the anthem or anything like that, because I simply considered stuff like that to be VERY lame in any case).
"I see no good reasons why the views given in this volume should shock the religious sensibilities of anyone." -- Charles Darwin, The Origin Of Species, 1869.