I am another one who took some time before I went from a true believer to an agnostic and now an atheist .
And it has been sites like this one that pointed me in the direction to research other material for and against the inspiration of the Bible from an Almighty God.
Over a number of years.
I weighed it all in the balance and found the Bible wanting
.I have now been out 25 years.
God and the Bible ? No way
Some higher intelligence that planted the seeds of life on this planet ? and left it to its own without interference ?who knows .
the jury is still out on that one.
One fact that I have learned is that every living thing on this planet whether it is under the sea on the land or in the air ,it only survives by devouring another living thing .And it has always done so.
Does that sound like a loving caring Creator to you ?