It made me sick in 2008. Couldn't pretending it anymore.
Since our fading, better then ever.
Main problem for me was hearing all the wrong statements, double talk, the fake kingdom smile, every meeting was better then ever and the end is near.
I studied Watchtower history and knew that the official published history of Watchtower was wrong, false and a lie.
At that moment Watchtower had many political connections with UN, UNHCR and OCSE.
So, my conclusion was, it is all about money and influece.
G.