In was 25, when the "this generation" change opened my eyes. Became PIMO. Full fade since 2008.
My feelings are in balance. See the good things of the cult, the "education" became a good speaker, our family had a good and balanced view.
Since I noticed all the changes in the 90's, it was not longer the belief of my 4th generation family.
Later on I did the research on Hourglass, xjw.org, the Franz books and could not "obey" the GB anymore.
Did a lot of higher education and became succesfull in the business and now a manager at higher level.
So a "balanced" view of our history in the cult.
G.