Aww Trot
I'm SO sorry about your kitty. I absolutely love cats. Have had them all my life. I've lost several of them over the years and it never gets any easier. But I wouldn't give up the companionship for anything. And I think, they lived a good life with me, and were happy. So in my opinion it was worth it.
Again, I'm sorry for your loss sweetie. for you
think41self
Holy Flying Screaming Buddha, Batman!