Teddy, so you have been studying for a month? four sessions? The next Lord's Supper, wt style is 9 month away, the length of a pregnancy. This most important of Christian/ biblical ceremony, wt version, is as far away from right as it can get. so: ask, research: How many anointed is Jesus supposed to have served the wine & bread too?-- zero!!. Is the wine primarily for the kingdom fellow rulers? no, it is for forgiveness of sins, to regain paradise, and the anointed have to reject that hope, sacrifice it in favor of the upward calling,.( like Jesus did);-- so, wt tells them first to accept, then to discard. and for the supposed paradise inheritors: do not even think of claiming the prize by partaking. it would be apostasy!. so, be pregnant with thought, nine month to go to the reject the ransom wt feast.