Nicolaou,
I have a lot of sympathy with your situation.
All the above comments are very good and written by people who have experienced the pain of leaving the WT. Leaving does leave a hole in your life. My advice is to not fight it, ignore or avoid it.
Stare into that hole with courage, peace and dignity. Work each day to put one more building block into place. Build a newer better life. There will be pain but don't dwell on it - all change causes some discomfort. In time you find that there is no room for the WT mindset in your life and you will then be truly free.
Then you will have grown and realized the true purpose of your brief time on earth and know that it couldn't have been any other way except the way you have chosen.