I am like what searcher said above. " . The fact of the matter is, that I am probably 'marked' as a potential apostate. © "
But I am fading and in keeping my mouth shut I don't associate with people and don't comment.
I had a meeting with an elder, DO and CO and I didn't say much. Just that I don't do meetings and service because I work too much and am too tired and they don't make the meetings interesting.
I didn't get into doctrine much as there is a recent Watchtower study article that has wrong doctrine and so many Witnesses have been repeating that over the years, I feel like writing the Society about that, but a letter will come back to the elders as usual about such things.
In that meeting the DO prayed how I was being disobedient to the FDS and that I should be aware and correct that.
My belief is along the lines of Karl Marx's words of religion is the opium of the people and I don't follow the drug dealers anymore.