Hi jn. I was raised a Jehovah's Witness. I love my parents. They were good to me and loved me. But I decided last year that I did not want to be a Jehovah's Witness. Since They do not allow you to leave, they disfellowshipped me and now they all shun me. Even my parents. It's very very sad. Please be aware that if you get baptised you can never leave without everyone shunning you. Imagine if your family converted too and then you had to shun one of them? Never talk to them or see them again.... That's not right.
I hope you find the truth you crave. Please look hard at all the evidence before you decide. My daughter lost her grandparents because of this religion.