What's with all this "don't go to the KH" horseshit? If going to a KH can restore an xJWs faith in the GB, good riddance. There is one less idiot in the xJW community.
But seriously, it's called working the system. It's called working a fade. It's called best case scenario exit, which some people need. Some of us have true believing children, marriage mates and feeble parents that we are needing to give their best chance at exiting the cult as well.
I still go out in service (minimally yes), do sound control, make most of the meetings. And I've been and atheist for almost 3 years.
It's your life KateWild, not the life of a myopic JWN member, do what you need to do.