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  mom,dad,exwife

  by zanex in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

  my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

  like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

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  zanex

  SPAZ: ya consistently seem to make me grin...thanx for just bein u.

  As for me not letting the anger eat me up....well thats another story. I am almost at a point where it is almost easier to just wallow in the anger than to try and make peace with the thought of my parents. Hmmmm lettin the anger go in a non-destructive way? Maybe non-destructive to all around me but very destructive to me. Yah yer probably right I probably feel more pain about my mother not wanting me to be around than anger but I dont do well with emotional pain. Anger is easier.

  My only fear in taking some action in informing my parents is that i will get slammed again. I dont think I could handle that at this point. Another rejection from my parents wud REALLY send me over the edge.

  I think that the only thing that is keeping me even close to some semblance of sanity is my little spud. That baby girl is the only thing I really have that is unconditional love.

  I dont know what else to say. U aint too far from the mark spaz...
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  Greetings from Newbie

  by c5 in

  1. jw
  2. experiences

  my name is cari.

  i am fairly new here.

  here is my story.. i was "raised in the truth".

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  zanex

  welcome to the dark side of the force...
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  mom,dad,exwife

  by zanex in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

  my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

  like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

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  zanex

  I am a relatively new parent myself and this just hurts me what my parents are doing to me...all the old anger that I spent all that time learning to control has just been released again all cuz of that MUTHAF@#$!& religion...jacked me again...grrrr...now all i need is a high powered rifle with a nightime scope and some sticks of tnt...ahhh that feels better...;)
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  mom,dad,exwife

  by zanex in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

  my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

  like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

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  zanex

  I have shut them out before and become a cold heartless person but I dont want to become that person again...I am used to bein alone...who needs parents anyway..
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  mom,dad,exwife

  by zanex in

  1. watchtower
  2. medical

  so like i am not sure how to react to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her all the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person.

  my ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself i shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason i find that it still hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma.

  like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know.

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  zanex

  so like I am not sure how to REact to latest in my own personal war against my exwife, and my jw parents who for some reason have decided to take up with my exwife...they send her nice regular emails and give her ALL the info on their regular life and they talk to her like a normal person. My ex was never a jw...as df'd dub myself I shud have expected that kind of shallow behavior from my parents but for some reason I find that it STILL hurts to know that my own friggin parents wont communicate with me cuz of that stigma. Like my own friggin mom is going into the hospital cuz she has some type of growth in her brain and neither her nor my dad had the decency to let me know. They let my ex know tho..sent her an email they did. Last sentance read, "please do not show this email to 'sal' (my name) cuz we dont have a relationship because his being disfellowshipped" like gimme a freakin BREAK! My mother cud have a SERIOUS problem and they dont want to tell ME! I dunno...I just found that out 2 weeks ago and I am still tryin to cope with it...I cant eat, I cant sleep, dropped like 16 lbs in 2 weeks...whatevah...who cares...if thats what those "parents" of mine want fine...not sure what else to say...i just needed to get it out somewhere...
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  Movie quotes - Guess and give

  by SpiceItUp in

  1. social
  2. entertainment

  ok...simon with his guess the song lyrics inspired me to do one for movies..... you can post your fave movie quote and see if anyone can guess it.

  no home movies or indie please (unless its really well-known).

  plus if you want you can put what genre it is...... i have one to start us out:.

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  zanex

  "so, are u a faithless preacher or a mean motherfu@#$% servant of god?"
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  tha birds and tha beez - ADULT content

  by bonovox in

  1. social
  2. relationships

  ok, lets see if i can do this without getting carried away...lol.... allow me to pose a hypothetical situation:.

  you have known john and jane for a couple of years now, and so far they appear to be the perfectly happy 'normal' married couple.

  they seem totally into each other and when in public usually can't keep their hands off each other.

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  zanex

  carpe diem...the answer is c...(chuckle)
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  What are some of the lousiest jobs out there?

  by Soledad in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i think that any job that involves customer service or dealing with the public really sucks!

  i used to be a bank teller for 4 years, i finally got fired for letting this one obnoxious customer really have it!

  some of the worst type of customers were the ones who left their brains who knows where.

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  zanex

  elder, ministerial servant, on the governing body all causes for 5150 far as I can tell...if I had ever had the extreme disfortune of being one of those jobs I wud really have to shoot meself in the brain..lol.

  -Z-

  Edited by - zanex on 10 June 2002 18:47:4
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  WHAT Kingdom Hall did Ya'll go to?

  by thewiz in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i was looking at another thread.

  http://www.jehovahs-witness.com/forum/thread.asp?id=24809&site=3.

  and was wondering,if i'm not being too forward, what kh did everyone here go to.. i used to go to the cranston kh in ri, usa .

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  zanex

  portland, maine

  santa fe south, new mexico
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  Where were you in 1975?

  by dins in

  1. jw
  2. friends

  i have a vivid memory of 1975 even though i was only 6 years old.

  i remember the whispers and the fervor surrounding the year.

  i even had an uncle who marked his calendar every day with big red xs proclaiming that he couldn't wait for "this evil system of things to end.".

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  zanex

  1975...historical almost..lol..I was BORN in 1975...boy that says a lot bout me doesnt it? lol