This woman is the Pillywiggins fairy. I minmick human behaviour but will not prank!! (snicker*)
I love to ride Bees from flower to flower.
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What kind of fairy are you? *** Fluff Alert ***
by Elsewhere inwhat kind of male faerie are you?
take the male faerie quiz.
what kind of female faerie are you?
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WOW, my first real birthday since I was baptized at 29....
by berylblue intomorrow, august 12
does that make me 30?
a little birthday story....
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROSEMARIE
(how many candles?)
Bring on the. And 's galore. Have a good!!! You deserve it. And many more to come!!!
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Mars closet to the earth in recorded history, Astrology
by cat1759 inon august 27, 2003 mars will be closest to earth than at any other time in recorded history.
it will be at 34,646,418 miles away from earth.. mars went retrograde on july 30,2003 to september 28,2003. mars is the warrior planet.
he represents applied energy in your birthcharts.
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((((((Cat)))))
Thank you I appreciate the info.
When does mercury go into retrograde? Feels like the old days of PMS. Helps me to go with the flow instead of trying going up stream without a paddle !!! Wonder why mechanical things break down, communications go haywire and puter's jam up.
I don't have to wonder why people are stressed!!! Cause the planets are off. Working in the ER I blame the planets are off kilter. A good scape-goat.
There is a definite pattern with the full working in the ER and with me personally as well. I try to ride with it.
I have had my chart done. Pretty impressed. To me its guide or a tool to use.
Like to hear more Cathy.
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If ExJW's had a Theme Song....
by Frannie Banannie in.
would it go like this?......
they say the neon lights are bright on (the) broadway...... they say there's always music in the air...... but how ya gonna make some time..... when you ain't got but one thin dime.... and one thin dime won't even shine your shoes........ frannie b
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" You can't get what you want, You can't get what you want but you can get what you need."
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OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE I FINALLY MADE IT!!!
by Frannie Banannie in.
simon, it finally worked....please disregard all those desperate emails to your posted email addie..... congratulations,.
frannie b
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Yay I made it over to the other side. Grateful for all the support over chat last night. We are suvivors.
to celebrate and and with 's.
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My Spirituality
by oldcrowwoman inmy spirituality is very personal and i am very protective.
for a very good reason after been violated and almost snuff my spirit within me from years of abuse.
i call the wise womyn within.
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My spirituality is very personal and I am very protective. For a very good reason after been violated and almost snuff my spirit within me from years of abuse. I call the wise womyn within. Its taken years to cultivate the spirit with in.
Interesting in my sobriety program , Spiritualty is a individual process. What may spiritual to me may not be another. That is honor in the circle. Thats what I like about the program WFS than AA.
I've worked in a ER for 15 yrs now. I remeber when I first started. I would enter the door think I could leave my spirituality at the door. Not so I carried that within. That is who I am and how I connect with others and how I treat others. And in my personal life.
Anyway where I am going with all this is I need to process my feelings. I do better to articulate on web (paper) .
As years have gone on I can articulate the grieving process. And to catch myself we I am. For months now I've been bargaining with myself with my position in the drumming group . That I need to move on from the group in taking care of myself.
I've been involve with this group for 8 years. There usually 12 women in the group. Its been my major time in healing with my experiences with the org. There have been many gifts given in that process. It has come to a point that I am not getting my needs met . Groups change. In time there are unhealthy behaviors being exhibited in the circle. Feels toxic to me.
I tried to bargain by not doing certain circles and limit myself to participating once a month. And noticed recently that I've been drag my feet in wanting to go each month. The hand writing on the wall is I can't do this anymore.
What I am touch with is that I am in so much pain coming to this decision. The pain is stretching me in so many ways. What I do know is my spirituality is in tacked. The Drumming group does'nt define me in who I am spiritually.
Whats interesting is when leaving the cult I did'nt glumb on to something else to fill the void. There was first few years . I wandered thru the desert alone spiritually like a lost soul. And probably like alot of others on this site. In fact I had a dream. House that many doors on one side and I walked thru the door into the desert and a beautiful at that. Dreams are strong metaphors. Abut me finding my way.
8 years is a long relationship with the group. To honor my part in that relationship. There were many gifts . I feel sad and angry in making the decision of having a closure with the circle. I know If I don't change in the process than I am not taking care of myself.
The circle reopens the 1st of October. Is when I'll close with the group.
On this thread I will probably add more as my process continues. May be get to the place of the intense pain. Right now I am honoring the pain.
Thank you for the opportunity of sharing.
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looking for consolation
by leslane inhi everyone, i'm new here as of today!
well, having some issues and thought that you all might be gracious enough to offer some insight.
i am a lesbian, have come out to a few friends.
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Welcome to the board Leslane
From one sister to another(not the jw sense)
I admire your strength and courage and it sounds like you have a level head.
There are several places on this site with coming out stories. And I am envious hearing you came out at a young age. I was 39 years old in coming out. I don't discount those years. I have have two adult daughters sharing our lives outside of the org.
To let you know I am there if you need support. Can always PM me.
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Welcome: MOONBEAM
by RAYZORBLADE injust in case...because someone i know...moonbeam...hasn't made her presence made officially, but i thought: 'what the heck'.
i wanted to kickstart it for her.. she's a darling, and when she gets all this stuff figured out, we'll see her on here soon.. she resides in the new england part of the u.s.a. .
but in the meantime, and if you don't mind.
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Welcome Moonbeam
Join us with a and chat with on chat.
Looking forward to meeting you.
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Hi! I just got here...
by Frannie Banannie in.
yup...just got here and already jumped in for a few posts....hope yall're all okay...my life's been a little sucky lately, but things are perkin' up....getting the detritus out of my life and takin' a new path where work is concerned....is everyone here an active jw or what?.
frannie b
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Welcome Frannie
No I am not in the incrowd of jw land. here is worthwhile to be with others of similar circumstances.
Enjoy a and sit with those on and for the most part be in good company.
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Are you posting while you are supposed to be working?
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yeah... i do it all the time... sitting at work... but instead of working i'm reading and posting here.. anyone else guilty of this?
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oldcrowwoman
Yes I am on the job and do not feel guilty. sitting drinking my several cups of and answering 's. And at times page for medical personnel. The days action can be weather related or the planets are out of kilter. And some days can be gruelling. Working like a . No time is it ever slow as 's.
And some days one needs to move like a out of hell!!! Saving lives! There are moments I'm not able to be on here.
So no Its my stress reliever~~~~~~~~~~~ besides eating and drinking.
Thats it in a nut shell
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