Posts by Theta72

Ode to Jay

by Theta72 in

jw
friends

if only you knew the spell you cast on me, with your piercing green eyes and sideways smile.

how i love those soft, velvet lips.... "it's too fast" you say, too much, which i respect and love.. i see nothing but great things in our future, my beloved.

the slowness is welcomed, a break from the pace.... i love you more for that.. our talk tonight...you caressed my eyes as they wept tears for a lost friend.

Theta72

If only you knew the spell you cast on me, with your piercing green eyes and sideways smile. How I love those soft, velvet lips...

"It's too fast" you say, too much, which I respect and love.

I see nothing but great things in our future, my beloved. The slowness is welcomed, a break from the pace.... I love you more for that.

Our talk tonight...you caressed my eyes as they wept tears for a lost friend. You understood; it's ok. 'You're a good person, tried your best.' I know I can spend a lifetime in your arms, talking, about nothing in particular, no pressure...only hockey, video games, music.

You remind me of my youth, when I was 18 and it's great. There were no worries, no pressure. I love your style, your grace. The softness of your voice. It's ok... it's all good.

Some day, I hope to be your wife, to have a family with you. We CAN be unconditional with eachother, and non-judgemental... It's something I've craved for so long. To be 100% loved. I promise to give that to you, my precious.

You will never read this, but perhaps the ebb and flow of my love for you will seep onto your side and grab hold of you, never letting you go.

I love you Jay. This is meant to be.

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Constant Craving...

by SPAZnik in

friday i was dejected.. it had been a rough week.. it all came to a head and.

heres what i craved.... trust.. i crave trust.. the word itself.

the very concept.

Theta72

Sometimes the trust you seek is right under your nose dear friend...

Trusting doesn't have to be a dream.

I see goodness and sunshine in you, always have.

Vulnerability is a great trait, but hard to learn when you have had closed mindedness and lovelessness growing up. I know, I empathize.

If you would only open your heart to me, on all levels, you won't be disappointed. I'll never disappoint you, that's a promise. I have no greed and no motives, just openness towards you.

Warmest hugs,

Theta

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canada area

by orbison in

just wondering if any here are from the vancouver bc canada area?.

if so, drop me an email.

orbi

Theta72

Hi Concerned.

Yea, Clearwater is on the Yellowhead highway, so you're bang on. I'm coming up to Edmonton this weekend. Going to the waterpark, woo hoo! Edmonton is so much nicer than Calgary, for sure. I'd like to find a few people from Clearwater, namely: Tasyana Garbanewski and Cheryl Dowds, ring any bells anyone?? Glendora Marshall is from Victoria.

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canada area

by orbison in

just wondering if any here are from the vancouver bc canada area?.

if so, drop me an email.

orbi

Theta72

Could be from the same family. Glendora had a few brothers and sisters, older than her. She's about 33 now I believe.

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canada area

by orbison in

just wondering if any here are from the vancouver bc canada area?.

if so, drop me an email.

orbi

Theta72

Hi fellow Canucks. I live in Calgary, orginally from Winnipeg. I also spent 5 years in Victoria and another 4 in Clearwater, BC. Does anyone out there know of anyone from Clearwater? (There were many JWs there, for a small town.) Also, if anyone knows Glendora Marshall from Victoria, I'd love to get in contact with her!

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Victoria/Vancouver/Seattle

by happysunshine in

hey everyone!.

i live in victoria (canada).

anyone in my area?

Theta72

Hi there,

I used to live in Victoria (90-95). Do you know someone named Glendora Marshall? I worked with her. She was a JW but had a child out of wedlock so I'm not sure what happened to her. I wish I could get in contact with her again.

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I was a JW child

by CBeMe in

my mother started studing with the jw's when i was 2 years old.

she became more involved with the organization over the next few years.

i was very young so i don't remember much about my early years in the jw's.

Theta72

After reading post after post on this site, this personal experience prompted me to write. What a story... My heart and prayers go out to you, CbeMe. I have recently revisited the Catholic church after 13 years away. (During that time I visited many Protestant churches, as well as the JWs and Mormons.) I'm glad to be back! Catholicism is comforting and it's helping me get re-acquainted with God.

Also, I know what it's like to have a bad relationship with one's mother. My Mother is a pathological liar and is completely devoid of emotion, but I'm slowly learning to forgive her. It's like life is starting over for me at 30.

Anyway, good luck in your healing and I hope you find peace and happiness in your life!</