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  WILDFIRE IS IN TEXAS AND ON FIRE,,

  by wildfire in

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  oooohhhhh ya thats right gang,,, i have arrived in austin,,, texas and i will be here for 3 weeks ,,,, i would love to hook up with some party animals (or good dancers) while i am here ,,, i need to get ahold of jesika,,, so if you are out there i am here email me ,,, and maybe we can have some fun... i have been hanging out at the pool and meeting some interesting characters....wow i heard austin is the singles capital of the world.....um ya that s a start ahahahahahh

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  GUESS WHOS COMING TO TEXAS TO PARTY,,,WILD FIRE IS ON THE LOOSE

  by wildfire in

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  thats right ,,,,, my real friends,,, i am coming to texas in july,,,

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  MY FRIEND OF OVER 20 YRS CALLED ME AN EVIL APOSTATE,,SO NOW I DIE????

  by wildfire in

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  wildfire here and man am i glad i came back.

  she knows the horror stories of how my annointed ex husband treated me and my kids........ i know i am rambling on ,, but i really needed some one at that very moment of desperation... so i called a true friend to come over and take me away some where any where......and guess what,,, that is exactly what he did without hesitation....( he too was treated badly in his youth by the nazi cultic borg ) if he would not have been there to console me=========i may not be writing this now.... well i couldnt sleep ,, so i woke up at 4 am and decided to visit my invisible angels online..... i read and cried many posts touched my heart with the reality that we are all in this together,,,,,,,.

  those bastards arent going to get me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

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  MYSTERY ILLNESS OF ME NOW HAS A NAME!!!!!!

  by wildfire in

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  hi gang..... i havent posted for quite a while but i thought you would like to know that all the tests and brain scans ( not the brain washing kind... already done that ) have revealed that i have fibro my algia,,,,, and not multiple sclerosis like i thought i had .... bo y am i glad those tests came back negative........ .

  so as many of you know there is no cure for this disease ,,,, except pain meds and exercise....... its symptoms are fatigue,,, sleeping problems...many sore spots on your neck and legs...... and so everyday i go for a walk at our local mall and it seems to be helping me alot .... i am trying to keep a positive attitude and stay away from meetings and soo---called friends i used to have....... now i have all of you...........one way leads to diamonds ,, one way leads to gold... another way leads toeverything youre told... in your heart you wonder which one of these is true...when you find the answer in you.......so in all your journeys you may travel far ,, pilgrim its along way to find out who you are.,...........

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  POEM FOR SCUMBAG CHILD MOLESTERS

  by wildfire in

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  2. child-abuse

  hi all just have a poem i am dedicating to all those hurt by child molesters called liars game.

  where have all the liars gone?.

  to hell is where they belong......... they take away someones life .

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  Hey Gang I am getting my brain scanned tomorrow

  by wildfire in

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  2. friends

  yup thats right iam going to have an mri on my brain...... i have severe numbness on my left side of my face and no feeing in my hands and arm......i have been hurt in 3 car accidents and have two herniated disks in my neck ( oh i pray that they don't have to do surgery......pray for me )))))) i thought i had ms.... a while back because of the numbness but they said no...... well now i get another scan andgo to see a neurologist ,,,, i hope they find out what the problem is so i wont be on

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  My poetry for you to enjoy , ( i hope )

  by wildfire in

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  behind the walls of darkness, can the light shine thru???.

  will our minds allow us to seek the cherished memories or relive the tortured days of youth.. do we dare to give up a piece of our sanity to envision a happier time.......... the tears are real, the fears keep us from exposing our vulnerbility,,, do we risk becoming a pawn...... the clock ticks away,, the stage is set..,,,will our performance be the one they want to see... and if its not, does that mean life was just a game to be won or lost????????.

  behind the walls we see things more clearly if only for a moment.....we dare to expose our lives to people unknown to us.......... will the light be a source of comfort or another roadblock meant for a meaningless search of unanswered question?????????

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  WHICH QUEEN SONG BEST DESCRIBES YOU NOW

  by wildfire in

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  2. friends

  hi gang aliittle post about a great late band: and i want to know which one of these songs best describe your life now as an ex jw or slowly fading one or whatever : the songs the songs are we are the champions-----another one bites the dust-----fat ---bottomed girls-------bicycle--------we will rock you----somebody to love-------you make me live ,,,,,, well there it is give me your take on these great oldie songs ok thanks alot just me sing ing my way to a better life .......

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  anyone seen the movie "harold and maude&q...

  by wildfire in

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  this is the best movie ever,,,its about a son and his controlling mother ,,,she runs his life completely and he just hates his life is always trying to show his mother how much by trying to kill himself ,,,well as the story goes he meets his mate but she is like 50 yrs older (ruth gordan) and what a great and wise older lady ,,,they love to go to anyones funeral and well go and rent the video there is music by cat stevens in it.....always loved his songs......, i think when you watch it you will catch alot of similarites between controlling jw parents and their inadequate and socially retarted children ,,,but in the end the song says ,,,if you want to be free,,,, be free...... thats our motto right gang ,,,,really get the movie..... its worth it

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  I AM A NEWBIE, NEED HELP

  by wildfire in

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  2. experiences

  i have been lurking around here for some time,,, i personally know laurie fitzwater and what she has gone through we lived in bradenton.

  florida in the late 80's .... she is the one telling me to come here for help ,,, a hug ,,, i have a nightmare of a story which involves married to a professed annointed one who made me and my childrens life pure hell on earth....i guess he needed to be replaced as he was df twice and was never a ms or elder..... go figure i suffer from severe depression and post-traumatic stress and have tried to end it all numerous times... but the turning point for me was this demon--inspired internet and all the truth it contains i also read george orwells.. 1984 --big brother is watching ,,,, doublespeak;;;; its us versus them just to name a few of my eye---opening events i have 5 children,,, and only one my baby (16) in the borg....... i really cant go on ,,, i have emailed lady lee and she helped me alot .... but i have to be careful...... there are spies everywhere....i still attend meetings.

  to some extent... missed the assembly this weekend tho.. so please be gentle and reasure me.... i am baby--stepping,,, i am doing the work.............

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