WakeMe, I hope that you wrote that for a college class. I'd give it an "A."
So insightful and synthesizes new learning in analyzing a personal transformative experience.
It's wonderful to read something with length, and depth, and substance.
It seems that many of us have made use of counseling and mental health help upon our exit.
For us all, the "nurture" we got was unhelpful to say the least. Those of us, like yourself, with tenacious and fighting "natures" have been able to survive our exits and even go on to thrive.
And you have! And for what it's worth from an internet stranger, I'm proud of you!
Also, if you ever want to talk about Erikson's last stage of psychosocial development (ego integrity vs. despair) and how this could shed light on an aging Witness's psychology and likelihood of waking up, please hit me up. Trying to make sense of aging relatives' experiences.
GT