LOL I have just read the 'poem; to my 14 yr old with an irish accent, and he thought the poem was brilliant, but not so hot on the irish accent LOL
Mrs Nightwarrior
>when me prayers were poorly said.
> who tucked me in me widdle bed.
>and spanked me till me arse was red.
LOL I have just read the 'poem; to my 14 yr old with an irish accent, and he thought the poem was brilliant, but not so hot on the irish accent LOL
Mrs Nightwarrior
it started in 1956. a girl was born.
with lovely strawberry blonde, curly hair.
dad and mom kissing.
Tatiana
You make a point within your lifes story concerning subconciouse thoughts stuck in your memory about,stealing food for your children ,this i see as a loving mother whom found herself on hard times,whom wouldnot let her children go hungry,i know that given your circumstances ,evey loving person would have done the same thing, i say you borrowed the food ,reminds myself of the time my mother some 30 years ago, with 6 kids at the time, god bless her ,was in a simulair situation as regards no money,living in the country she stole as is defined by mans law ,five pounds of potatoes from a farmers field due to circumstances,she was stopped by the police and charged etc etc again we see a woman fending for her kids ,some would condem but jesuss followers would say so what,big deal get over your actions as defied by society as to right and wrong ,if your hungry one must eat,
If you still feel awkward then all you have to do is repay the cost of what you used say to a person whom may be in need,say a tramp,even an hungry child,use this as the catholiccs do as for attonment say confession ,then your conciounce may be spared from whatever, but every good act passed onto someome in need makes this world a better place to live in ,my wife wants to adopt you but i wouldnot go that far ,
hope your life turns around into a succsess story,
you allso mention that IF,your mother said sorry then all would be forgiven, sorry i dont see that as benifitting you and all the problems you have experienced,
the reason why i say this is that sometimes the older generation dont want to see the harm that they have committed against there offspring,they wont admitt that they are or were wrong ,if she said sorry to you then she would be saying that jehovahs ways were wrong,in the way she handled the matter,sorry to say this but you dont study the scriptures for 2 weeks and then decide to leave your husband,do you think that she had decided on this type of action before she started studying with the borg,and used this as a planed excuse for leaving your farther,just a thought.
may the creator continue to bless you in all avenues .
being reasanable to assume that,they are promoting fear within the congregations,keeping others from asking awkward questions,it seems that no one is interested in the reasons why that other person was named and shamed,what a way to control people , one minute they are your best friends the next minute you bump into them say in the high street and you dont seem to exist within there boundarys or vision ,.
my remedy .if you are in this position is to greet them very loudly laughingly saying hallo there ,big wave big smile,be carfull of those paedophiles your mixing with.
( nice & loud ) next time they see you they will run to the otherside of the road,instead of trying to intimidate you.
I BELEIVE,that the local elders are acting under there own reasonings,when they are visiting inactive members of (the borg ) over the christmas period & beyond,as well as rooting out long lost members and then actualy disassociating /dissfellowshipipng them ,
Being reasanable to assume that,they are promoting fear within the congregations,keeping others from asking awkward questions,it seems that no one is interested in the reasons why that other person was named and shamed,what a way to control people , one minute they are your best friends the next minute you bump into them say in the high street and you dont seem to exist within there boundarys or vision ,
MY REMEDY .if you are in this position is to greet them very loudly laughingly saying hallo there ,big wave big smile,be carfull of those paedophiles your mixing with.( NICE & LOUD ) Next time they see you they will run to the otherside of the road,instead of trying to intimidate yoU
KEEPING THE OTHER SHEEP IN LINE (SCARING THE CRAP OUT OF THEM )
How have you been affected ,if at all.
you dont need to be dissfelowshiped to be shunned ( why & how ).
what caused you to be shunned from within your congregation,even though you were not disfellowshipped ,.
where in the scriptures does it mention this particular type of remedy,does the creator sanction this type of treatment,were you suicidal when this happened ,did you receive support from anyone ,how did you handle it.. can you offer advice to people going through this at the moment.. agarpe love
YOU DONT NEED TO BE DISSFELOWSHIPED TO BE SHUNNED ( WHY & HOW )
What caused you to be shunned from within your congregation,Even though you were not disfellowshipped ,
where in the scriptures does it mention this particular type of remedy,does the creator sanction this type of treatment,were you suicidal when this happened ,did you receive support from anyone ,how did you handle it.
can you offer advice to people going through this at the moment.
agarpe love
well i was accused for a few things in the past.
but i was young.
i never influenced any other witness with anything that i did.
PKING////////
CAUGHT RED HANDED ( CIGARETTE)
W ell what can one say except ,your very priveleged to have found out at an early age that you have control over your life ,most on the board have been in a limbo for many years subjectet to the borg , myself included if the girl was ugly as you say then,you havenot lost anything ,but be happy that you are afree person,you sound like the rebeliouse type that the borg dont want within there organisation,but please post a little more of your time spent with them,
as we all encourage each other,
agarpe love.
it started in 1956. a girl was born.
with lovely strawberry blonde, curly hair.
dad and mom kissing.
this is mrs nightwarrior
I have just sat and read all the pieces that you have posted, and I all I can say is that my heart is breaking for you, and you deserve so much happiness.......may you go and do well for yourself and your boys.... life is a struggle, and we hope that sometimes the struggle makes us into better people, well all I know is that I would love to have you for a friend, because all the problems that you have faced, you deserve all the friends you can have, REAL friends, ones that care, and who would hug you and make you feel better, especially on days when that black cloud just wants to engulf you.... my email address is on the profile, I know that we are in the uk, but hey that is the great thing about the web, you can have friends from all over the world, and the responses that I have read are from REAL friends, and how blessed you are to have such wonderful friends, who have all taken time to chat with you - I know some make daft comments, but have you noticed, these are usually from men LOL need I say more...
You are in our thoughts, lots of love and hugs
Mrs Nightwarrior and Him indoors LOL
my hubby and i are closing our business.
2002 was a terrible year.
we've been in business for 10 years and in 2002 we earned only 60% of our average.
Very sorry to hear of your troubles , no wonder your depressed who wouldnot be ,,just a suggestion why doesnot your husband change his age when applying for a job for instance knocking a couple of years off his actual age,my farther did,when he was alive (worked a treat) given your experiences between you there is allways someone or somewhere that is or are screaming out for your talent,most people in your position have differnt types of insurance policys, did you take any out, and if yes why not claim as in losing your job,redundant,Your still young enough to start over ,
No matter what you will get through your sticky moment in time and a few months down the line you will look back and laugh about this experience,as you will find in life things have a way of changing for the better given time
hope you get through this without blaming each other.
it started in 1956. a girl was born.
with lovely strawberry blonde, curly hair.
dad and mom kissing.
Tatiana,
i know it must have taken alot of courage to voice and show your hurt, on the postings ,from being a chid even to your present day problems,my self and wife salute you,and understand a little concerning some of the problems which you encounterd within your life,we can only scratch at the surface covering of your pain and hurt,christian love to you (,in earnest)i feel that you have touched my inner person ,i feel so emotionaly for you.
May i suggest that you try and contact your farther and sister,or even send him a letter as you have just posted, but slightly different in some aspects,along with some pictures of your children,ime sure that if he knew what had happend to you from the time he was forced to leave you& you other sister then he may wellll place himself in a position to help you,
have you met your 3rd sister socialy,
i allso see that you are comparing your sisters life & happiness ,to your own circumstances , which your mother placed you in yes your mother was to blame for the situation which affected you as a child ,which i feel so sorry for your earlier life,but when you became an adult say from age of 18 in englad allowing you to vote ,sorry to say this but you made choices,which we all have to at times,your mistake was marrying that half wit j.w whom beat you ,its the same old story we see time and time again most sisters need to leave home ,most of them are engaged around 17 years old next thing they are given in marriage as the parents want them of there hands,
You will be strugling now possibly for some time to come,but as you look with envy towards your 3rd sister ,remember that you yourself can change your own circumstances,you have children,dont repeat the cycle which you found yourself in ,become different than your mother as if we give up you may condem your children to the same fate which you found yourself in, you have the strength & friends of this postings to help you and direct you in a loving way as has been shown already,One thing you can start to be proud of is that you are now free to do as you please ,you have the freedom of choice,what is your next decision in your life,what are you going to do NEXT.
all the posts i have read and digested from the board leave myself feeling perplexed,moved with pity and still wanting something more ,both myself and wife are hungry people as regards the truth,i recall that the ancient cristians used to hide away from the roman army within the catcoombs , they sought safety security & solace ,i feel that this site has given evryone the same provision,as the early christians had, yet some just brouse the experiences within , and move on without contributing therfore most of the commited people here still leave ourselves exposed as we willingly post our experiences on the board ,looking into the heart and soul of your fellow man is indeed a privelage,given the freedom by the person posting,.
there still seems to be something missing within some postings, initialy you want revenge for all the hurt and harm one suffers at the hands of the borg ,then you feel the need to search for truth ,as the internet opens up different ways for the truth to be revealed,which opens up more discussions and thoughts ,to everyone.
my main point in life now is to know that i am not lost, that i dont need man to direct myself to god ,the only thing i need to keep in front of myself is that ,if armageddon does come it doesnot really matter,due to the fact that,i have come to the knowledge of freedom that no matter what i do ime still going to die wether i do much or little,the truth will be revealed either at my death or perhapps later ,you cant buy gods favour,most people want to be saved or be part of the great crowd,me ime happy just living for to/day, what transpires from here who knows, .
Hi there utopian thunder storm ,
yes i understand the way you are coming over seems like sense & sensitivity,very nice
we,ll look out for you postings
hope your feeling well ,you did say that you were feeling under the weather didnot you ,with a name like that i would have thought that you would be controling the weather and not being under it ( joke
i was sick with a stomach virus a few week ago and when i went to the doctor he did some blood work as part of my physical.
my psa test was bad!
he prescribed cipro in case it may have been an infection of the prostrate which would elevate the psa number.
keep smiling and be positive..... and I agree with you, you do not need a religion so as to have a relationship with God.....keep talking to him.
Just try and eat well, and rest when you need to..... you need to look after yourself...
anyway thinking of you...
mrs nightwarrior