Yes I’ve also been faded for about 10 years as well. It’s something that I have often thought about. There have been a couple of, who I still consider, friends who have passed away. I would have really have liked to attend their funerals. But just don’t want to be put back on the radar.
Get this. I have still been invited to jw barbecues through my father. There is just no way in hell I’m going to do that. Well at least with a degree of sobriety.
I think once my father, and his jw Brother die then that we’ll be it for having anything to do with jw relatives / friends or their events.
The only reason I’m as passive as I am with regard to the TTATT, is for the sake of my fathers physical and mental health.