Shytears,
mmmmm. . .I like hugs!!!!! . . .Count meeeeeeee in!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((GROUP HUG)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Love,
Esther
Shytears,
mmmmm. . .I like hugs!!!!! . . .Count meeeeeeee in!!!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((GROUP HUG)))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Love,
Esther
well, i was supposed to have 24 hour duty today.
i went home for supper and the wife was there, supper done, looking at her wrist.
i saw a red mark, i pressed her about it.
GAWD!!!!. . . .
((((((((((((((((Yerusalyim)))))))))))))))))
I'm soooo sorry to hear how distressed your wife is feeling! It must feel overwhelming for both of you. . .she, because of her depression, pain or whatever is at the root of her suicide attempt. . .and you because of your concern and love for your wife.
Hospital stay sounds like a good plan, at least she will be safe there. . .safe from herself and any real or perceived danger. She needs professional help, and lots of love and support from you. . .in my opinion. . .
You are both in my thoughts. . .
Love,
Esther
i remember about 12 years ago, we stopped receiving the watchtower and awake magazines through the mail.
who remembers the reason for that?
afterwards, we had to get them ourselves at the hall.
JW reasoning? . . . was because they were hoping that if their flock had to pick up their mags at the kh, they would be at more meetings, me thinks. . .
ESTEE
also known as seasonally affected disorder.
i have been kind of "down" since october.
the lack of sunshine always gets me.. ~aztec
I just wanna hibernate when winter hits. . .
ESTEE
mrs ozzie prepared the lunch and i made the drinks!
our visitors were baptist folk, so there was no shiraz today, out of respect for their sensibilities!
we enjoyed our conversation about dateline/panorama/sunday and they are taking a tape of the sunday program to various church groups in the south of sydney.
When you were, or still are, a Dub, how near was Armageddon to you?
10. Other (please detail) . . . Any moment, any day, any week, any month, any year, any decade, any century. . . .that's it!. . . I'm outta here!!!
Slowly and surely. . . empty promises. . . coupled with letdown after letdown. . .my faith in the jws dimished into nothingness.
Scully wrote:
Now that reality has set in.... the hardest part was accepting that everything I had put on hold until the New System was not going to happen unless I made it happen now, in this lifetime.
Agreed, we have a life to live. . . right now!! BTW, Scully. . . I'll do the SK list. Can't send you an email, it isn't working today, I guess I need to call someone to look at my 'puter. . .
Also, LOL at CyrusThePersian!!!. . . and a hearty welcome to the forum!!!
auntiem: Cool new pic!!!
Love,
ESTEE
there have been a whole bunch of probing questions in new threads lately.
people are encouraged to spill their guts out on the most sensitive of topics including jeopardizing their identities with questions about what they like on their pizzas.
just call me old fashioned, but some of these polls look like information-gathering the wts would love to mine.
Xena,
What you said. . .
goes for meeeee tooooo!
I don't care anymore what that cult thinks of me!
ESTEE
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actually this is a good sign for me, progress really.
the only jw question i have for today is why kingdom halls don't have any windows..
No windows. . .
Skeptic: Even in a small city like Saskatoon, KHs were subject to vandalism. . . broken windows, theft, graffiti. . .We had an older kh, before the "quick build" days, and it had windows. . .some of the time. As the windows got broken, they were boarded up and not replaced. . . due to the vandalism.
Mac: Alternate escape route? LOL!!! I like your thinking!!! Me? I stayed quietly in my seat and admired my pretty shoes!!!
Aztec: I think distraction may be part of the reason, too. . .LOL!! ('cept that the windows in our kh were too high on the wall for anyone to see out of). I know when I was in school, the windows were surely a distraction for me!!
ESTEE
EDITED to fix my spelling (I knew that one day my daydreaming at school would come back to haunt me!!)
Edited by - ESTEE on 12 January 2003 1:4:56
Edited by - ESTEE on 12 January 2003 1:5:38
i need to get away from here before i get carried away, as usual.
i just wanted to post about "the gangs of new york".
w o w. i'm almost speechless.
You're just twisted, Gizmo!!!!!
LOL!!!!
ESTEE
Hehehe!!! I'm glad I'm driving right on by. . . LOL!!!
ESTEE
i am interested to hear from former circuit,district ,zone , bethel branch overseers or those who were elders or served as gileadgraduate missionaries or special pioneers who have left the wt society because of doubts or crisis of conscience because of wt theology and practices , as i find it encouraging to hear from thier experiences and im sure others on the forum would too
Speaking of Overbeers. . .
I figure . . .it's time we had an Apostafest again in Canada. . . say the middle of Canada. . . for example, Saskatoon would be a great location! Yup. . . I nominate Saskatoon!!
ESTEE